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kingheechul) wrote2011-01-16 02:02 pm
kingheechul) wrote2011-01-16 02:02 pm
I'll Be Back → One
Title: I’ll Be Back
Pairing: Amber/Victoria (AmToria)
Genre: drama ; romance
Rating: PG-13
Length: 1/?
Summary: Ever since Amber went on hiatus because of her ankle injury, she never came back. Rumors of her secretly leaving the group surfaced and spread out like wildfire. What really happened? And what was the reason?
a/n; i really don’t know if I should be writing this thing or not. i’ve never been the biggest fan of AmToria and i’m quite a KhunToria shipper, but i just miss seeing these two together. don’t you? btw, let’s just pretend that Victoria was casted in WGM a few months after Amber went MIA so she has no idea about the show. okay? okay!
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I’ll Be Back → One
It wasn’t long after their NU ABO comeback when the America-based rapper injured herself. She sat on a stool looking ridiculous while the others worked it out on the stage. It continued to go on for a few more performances and before she knew it, she was flying back to where she came from. It was partially because of her injury that needed to be treated immediately, but that was a lame excuse. The main reason was because of a relationship she has. A forbidden and secret relationship that was, unfortunately for her, found out by the management. A relationship with their leader, her band mate, Victoria.
“Shit!” she curses, almost throwing her laptop but stops just in time and instead, slams it shut. She picks up her mobile phone and presses speed dial one. “I believe you have some explaining to do.”
‘What are you talking about?’
“Vic, I think you know too well what I’m talking about. Went out of the country to see your in-laws huh?” there’s something about the way she spoke that sounded bitter. Well, it was meant to sound that way.
‘Amber..’
“What? I’m overreacting again? Of course I am! I should be! When I came back here, you told me to keep my hands to myself and stop flirting with girls. I did, I am. And what? I find out that you’re on some ridiculous show that you didn’t even bother telling me about.”
‘I thought you knew.’
“Well bad news, I didn’t.” she paces around her room back and forth, really frustrated. Call her stupid but she really has no idea about it, no one even cared to tell her. “What am I to you? Am I just..am I someone who you can play with? Now that you found your prince charming wha—“
‘Amber!’ Victoria’s voice stops her from blabbing on. ‘Would you let me speak! I’m sorry, okay! I’m sorry for not telling you about it. I’m sorry for being a useless girlfriend. I’m sorry for not being with you. I’ll be honest with you. Signing up for the show is the management’s idea. They didn’t want me or anyone to tell you about it ‘cause they know that you’ll go against it. If this makes you feel any better, I don’t like him. You have to believe me.’
Amber sighs, a sign that she has calmed down. “I believe you. Just..please don’t forget that I’m still here, alive, waiting for you.”
‘I know. You don’t have to worry about anything. I’m not cheating on you with some guy. Ah by the way, I have good and bad news for you. Wha—‘
“Don’t! Don’t ask, just say it.”
‘Hmmph..fine! We were given a week vacation and we’re gonna spend it there..with you.’ For more than two months, that would probably be the best news she has received. True to her words, Victoria and the three other members of the band show up on Amber’s doorstep three days after their conversation. Much to her disappointment, she couldn’t even give her lover a soft peck on the lips since those three have no clue about their relationship.
“I missed you guys!” she tells them, casually slinging an arm around Victoria’s shoulder. They all settle down in the living room. “How are things going?”
“Same old, same old.” Krystal answers. “But we have a new appa.” She adds.
Amber stiffens and Victoria notices it. She leans her head on Amber’s shoulder as if it’s something normal, which it is. “Yeah, I heard.”
“Fans love them. We saw lots of KhunToria banners on the airport.” Sulli blurts out; completely unaware of the fact that Amber’s knuckles are almost turning white from gripping on her jeans too tight. “You should’ve been with us when we had a day out with Khun appa.” Sulli may still be a kid but Amber wishes that she knows how to shut her mouth up.
Victoria seems to notice, fortunately, Amber’s discomfort about the topic so she stops Sulli before she could even say more nonsense.”You hungry?” she asks her. “I’ll make something for us to eat.” She stands up and heads over the kitchen. Although not familiar with the place, she can manage.
Amber then stands up and picks up Victoria’s luggage from the front door. “I’ll show you your rooms.” Knowing that she can’t possibly share a room with her, she opts for the next best decision, the room right across hers. The room at the end of the hallway will be Luna’s and the two youngest will share a room just because. After setting down Victoria’s things in the room, she runs to the kitchen and finds her chopping sweet potatoes. “Fries?” she asks knowingly.
“I’ll show you how to cook a decent snack.”
“Hey! It was still edible.”
“But it looked horrible.” Victoria chuckles and she couldn’t help but be mesmerized by it. “When are you coming back?” Although Amber expects that question which is always asked, the silent response is always unexpected.
“You already know the answer to that, Vic.”
The answer? She doesn’t know.
Both drop the sensitive subject and continue on with their tasks; Victoria chopping more sweet potatoes and Amber watching her silently.
Later that afternoon, the three youngest members giddily ask the leader for permission if they could roam around the city leaving the lovebirds alone and happy. Having a jam-packed busy schedule is taking its toll on Victoria. She sips on her cup of tea and snuggles closer Amber’s chest. They are in Amber’s room, enjoying their time alone.
“They want you back..the fans.” Victoria says, playing with Amber’s fingers. “Our fan cafés are often flooded with messages for you.”
“I know. I check it out once in a while. Tell me more about Nichkhun.” She says, surprising Victoria but answers anyway.
“He’s nice and sweet, but we just don’t really match. People love fanservices so we give them that. And that’s just it. We don’t really communicate that much, there’s just nothing to talk about.”
“I watched some KhunToria clips. You two look so close.”
Victoria slaps her lightly on the arm. “I told you, it’s just for show. You don’t have to be so jealous.”
“You know I hate it when people get their hands on you. And don’t let me get started with Thai boy!” Victoria is the type who loves Amber’s jealous rants; it makes her feel that she really is loved by the girl. “I have to marry you for real immediately so people would know you’re mine.”
“But..but are we allowed to get married? I don’t think they allow same sex marriages in Korea.”
“Who said we’ll do it there? America and some other countries aren’t against it so we can do it there.”
A look of enthusiasm decorates the leader’s face and she speaks out her thoughts after a few moments. “And babies?” which shocks Amber to wits. “I want babies.”
“Y-yes..yes of course you do. How does adoption sound? It’s the best thing we can do if we want children.” For a second there, she was scared that Victoria might not like the idea, wanting to have a child of her own. She sighs in relief when she answers,
“That’s a great idea!”
The band leader falls asleep on the rapper’s lap when the other three comes back and luckily, doesn’t suspect anything about the position. “Oh, unnie’s tired?” Luna asks with Sulli and Krystal behind her.
“Yeah, jet lag, I think. You guys hungry? Vic unnie made something for you guys.”
“We had dinner already,” answers Krystal. “but I’m sure our stomachs would make some space for unnie’s food.” Amber chuckles and gestures to the kitchen where the dinner is, the three immediately comply.
While the trio is busy getting their stomachs full for the second time, Amber is busy staring at her lover’s face, examining and admiring her features. She had no idea she would fall for her and getting together was hard. Coming from a conservative Chinese family, Victoria was against the idea of same sex relationship although her feelings for Amber are strong.
When news about Amber and 4Minute’s Hyunah secretly dating surfaced, that was when she realized that it was stupid of her to let go of Amber easily. Knowing that the other feels the same way as her, it was easy to pull her back again. But what wasn’t easy is the confession; it was hella nerve-wracking and embarrassing.
Amber’s phone rings and she picks it up almost instantly only to throw the device on the floor. “Yes, sir” she answers indifferently.
It’s Lee Sooman..
“No sir, they’re not here”
..asking for the four girls. Luna comes running in the living room upon hearing Amber’s intentionally loud voice. “Tell him we’re at Krystal’s.” she mouths.
“Uhh..I have a feeling they’re at Krystal’s right now. I don’t really know.”
When she hangs up, Luna is gaping at her. “What did he say?”
“Why the hell didn’t you tell him you’re here?!” her raised voice wakes the sleeping leader up. “What if he finds out you guys are here? I’m gonna be in deep shit!”
“He forbid us to see you.”
That is a big blow for Amber, telling her to go out of the country is cruel enough and now she finds out that she is treated as if she’s in a house arrest. No wonder no one from the company visits her.
“What’s going on?” Victoria asks, rubbing her eyes, still not fully awake.
Amber grins at her and shakes her head. “It’s nothing, you should go back to sleep.” And Victoria does what she was told.
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a/n; uhh..?
Next Chapter: Two
Pairing: Amber/Victoria (AmToria)
Genre: drama ; romance
Rating: PG-13
Length: 1/?
Summary: Ever since Amber went on hiatus because of her ankle injury, she never came back. Rumors of her secretly leaving the group surfaced and spread out like wildfire. What really happened? And what was the reason?
a/n; i really don’t know if I should be writing this thing or not. i’ve never been the biggest fan of AmToria and i’m quite a KhunToria shipper, but i just miss seeing these two together. don’t you? btw, let’s just pretend that Victoria was casted in WGM a few months after Amber went MIA so she has no idea about the show. okay? okay!
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I’ll Be Back → One
It wasn’t long after their NU ABO comeback when the America-based rapper injured herself. She sat on a stool looking ridiculous while the others worked it out on the stage. It continued to go on for a few more performances and before she knew it, she was flying back to where she came from. It was partially because of her injury that needed to be treated immediately, but that was a lame excuse. The main reason was because of a relationship she has. A forbidden and secret relationship that was, unfortunately for her, found out by the management. A relationship with their leader, her band mate, Victoria.
“Shit!” she curses, almost throwing her laptop but stops just in time and instead, slams it shut. She picks up her mobile phone and presses speed dial one. “I believe you have some explaining to do.”
‘What are you talking about?’
“Vic, I think you know too well what I’m talking about. Went out of the country to see your in-laws huh?” there’s something about the way she spoke that sounded bitter. Well, it was meant to sound that way.
‘Amber..’
“What? I’m overreacting again? Of course I am! I should be! When I came back here, you told me to keep my hands to myself and stop flirting with girls. I did, I am. And what? I find out that you’re on some ridiculous show that you didn’t even bother telling me about.”
‘I thought you knew.’
“Well bad news, I didn’t.” she paces around her room back and forth, really frustrated. Call her stupid but she really has no idea about it, no one even cared to tell her. “What am I to you? Am I just..am I someone who you can play with? Now that you found your prince charming wha—“
‘Amber!’ Victoria’s voice stops her from blabbing on. ‘Would you let me speak! I’m sorry, okay! I’m sorry for not telling you about it. I’m sorry for being a useless girlfriend. I’m sorry for not being with you. I’ll be honest with you. Signing up for the show is the management’s idea. They didn’t want me or anyone to tell you about it ‘cause they know that you’ll go against it. If this makes you feel any better, I don’t like him. You have to believe me.’
Amber sighs, a sign that she has calmed down. “I believe you. Just..please don’t forget that I’m still here, alive, waiting for you.”
‘I know. You don’t have to worry about anything. I’m not cheating on you with some guy. Ah by the way, I have good and bad news for you. Wha—‘
“Don’t! Don’t ask, just say it.”
‘Hmmph..fine! We were given a week vacation and we’re gonna spend it there..with you.’ For more than two months, that would probably be the best news she has received. True to her words, Victoria and the three other members of the band show up on Amber’s doorstep three days after their conversation. Much to her disappointment, she couldn’t even give her lover a soft peck on the lips since those three have no clue about their relationship.
“I missed you guys!” she tells them, casually slinging an arm around Victoria’s shoulder. They all settle down in the living room. “How are things going?”
“Same old, same old.” Krystal answers. “But we have a new appa.” She adds.
Amber stiffens and Victoria notices it. She leans her head on Amber’s shoulder as if it’s something normal, which it is. “Yeah, I heard.”
“Fans love them. We saw lots of KhunToria banners on the airport.” Sulli blurts out; completely unaware of the fact that Amber’s knuckles are almost turning white from gripping on her jeans too tight. “You should’ve been with us when we had a day out with Khun appa.” Sulli may still be a kid but Amber wishes that she knows how to shut her mouth up.
Victoria seems to notice, fortunately, Amber’s discomfort about the topic so she stops Sulli before she could even say more nonsense.”You hungry?” she asks her. “I’ll make something for us to eat.” She stands up and heads over the kitchen. Although not familiar with the place, she can manage.
Amber then stands up and picks up Victoria’s luggage from the front door. “I’ll show you your rooms.” Knowing that she can’t possibly share a room with her, she opts for the next best decision, the room right across hers. The room at the end of the hallway will be Luna’s and the two youngest will share a room just because. After setting down Victoria’s things in the room, she runs to the kitchen and finds her chopping sweet potatoes. “Fries?” she asks knowingly.
“I’ll show you how to cook a decent snack.”
“Hey! It was still edible.”
“But it looked horrible.” Victoria chuckles and she couldn’t help but be mesmerized by it. “When are you coming back?” Although Amber expects that question which is always asked, the silent response is always unexpected.
“You already know the answer to that, Vic.”
The answer? She doesn’t know.
Both drop the sensitive subject and continue on with their tasks; Victoria chopping more sweet potatoes and Amber watching her silently.
Later that afternoon, the three youngest members giddily ask the leader for permission if they could roam around the city leaving the lovebirds alone and happy. Having a jam-packed busy schedule is taking its toll on Victoria. She sips on her cup of tea and snuggles closer Amber’s chest. They are in Amber’s room, enjoying their time alone.
“They want you back..the fans.” Victoria says, playing with Amber’s fingers. “Our fan cafés are often flooded with messages for you.”
“I know. I check it out once in a while. Tell me more about Nichkhun.” She says, surprising Victoria but answers anyway.
“He’s nice and sweet, but we just don’t really match. People love fanservices so we give them that. And that’s just it. We don’t really communicate that much, there’s just nothing to talk about.”
“I watched some KhunToria clips. You two look so close.”
Victoria slaps her lightly on the arm. “I told you, it’s just for show. You don’t have to be so jealous.”
“You know I hate it when people get their hands on you. And don’t let me get started with Thai boy!” Victoria is the type who loves Amber’s jealous rants; it makes her feel that she really is loved by the girl. “I have to marry you for real immediately so people would know you’re mine.”
“But..but are we allowed to get married? I don’t think they allow same sex marriages in Korea.”
“Who said we’ll do it there? America and some other countries aren’t against it so we can do it there.”
A look of enthusiasm decorates the leader’s face and she speaks out her thoughts after a few moments. “And babies?” which shocks Amber to wits. “I want babies.”
“Y-yes..yes of course you do. How does adoption sound? It’s the best thing we can do if we want children.” For a second there, she was scared that Victoria might not like the idea, wanting to have a child of her own. She sighs in relief when she answers,
“That’s a great idea!”
The band leader falls asleep on the rapper’s lap when the other three comes back and luckily, doesn’t suspect anything about the position. “Oh, unnie’s tired?” Luna asks with Sulli and Krystal behind her.
“Yeah, jet lag, I think. You guys hungry? Vic unnie made something for you guys.”
“We had dinner already,” answers Krystal. “but I’m sure our stomachs would make some space for unnie’s food.” Amber chuckles and gestures to the kitchen where the dinner is, the three immediately comply.
While the trio is busy getting their stomachs full for the second time, Amber is busy staring at her lover’s face, examining and admiring her features. She had no idea she would fall for her and getting together was hard. Coming from a conservative Chinese family, Victoria was against the idea of same sex relationship although her feelings for Amber are strong.
When news about Amber and 4Minute’s Hyunah secretly dating surfaced, that was when she realized that it was stupid of her to let go of Amber easily. Knowing that the other feels the same way as her, it was easy to pull her back again. But what wasn’t easy is the confession; it was hella nerve-wracking and embarrassing.
Amber’s phone rings and she picks it up almost instantly only to throw the device on the floor. “Yes, sir” she answers indifferently.
It’s Lee Sooman..
“No sir, they’re not here”
..asking for the four girls. Luna comes running in the living room upon hearing Amber’s intentionally loud voice. “Tell him we’re at Krystal’s.” she mouths.
“Uhh..I have a feeling they’re at Krystal’s right now. I don’t really know.”
When she hangs up, Luna is gaping at her. “What did he say?”
“Why the hell didn’t you tell him you’re here?!” her raised voice wakes the sleeping leader up. “What if he finds out you guys are here? I’m gonna be in deep shit!”
“He forbid us to see you.”
That is a big blow for Amber, telling her to go out of the country is cruel enough and now she finds out that she is treated as if she’s in a house arrest. No wonder no one from the company visits her.
“What’s going on?” Victoria asks, rubbing her eyes, still not fully awake.
Amber grins at her and shakes her head. “It’s nothing, you should go back to sleep.” And Victoria does what she was told.
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a/n; uhh..?
Next Chapter: Two