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kingheechul) wrote2011-05-12 04:16 am
kingheechul) wrote2011-05-12 04:16 am
Stepping Into Your Heart → Fourteen
Title: Stepping Into Your Heart
Pairing(s): Yoochun/Junsu ; Yoochun/Gahee ; Yesung/Junsu ; Yunho/Jaejoong ; Donghae/Eunhyuk
Genre: drama ; romance
Rating: PG-13
Length: 14/?
Summary: Yoochun's in a relationship with Gahee, but after a few months Gahee finally admits she has been sleeping with an other all this time and she wants to break up. While suffering from a broken heart he seeks comfort in his best friend, Junsu. After a heart-to-heart talk, Junsu finally confesses his love for Yoochun, and Yoochun takes it as a joke. Junsu has been in love with him long before Gahee came along but was never able to tell him. Yoochun simply waves the confession away and goes on sulking in his own "pain". But the longer he's crashing at his best friend's house, stumbling onto the most weird situations, and a few more confessions, Yoochun slowly develops a strong, unknown feeling for Junsu. As he finally made up his mind, Gahee comes back.
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jadexscandal for the awesome plot.
Chapter(s): 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13
Pairing(s): Yoochun/Junsu ; Yoochun/Gahee ; Yesung/Junsu ; Yunho/Jaejoong ; Donghae/Eunhyuk
Genre: drama ; romance
Rating: PG-13
Length: 14/?
Summary: Yoochun's in a relationship with Gahee, but after a few months Gahee finally admits she has been sleeping with an other all this time and she wants to break up. While suffering from a broken heart he seeks comfort in his best friend, Junsu. After a heart-to-heart talk, Junsu finally confesses his love for Yoochun, and Yoochun takes it as a joke. Junsu has been in love with him long before Gahee came along but was never able to tell him. Yoochun simply waves the confession away and goes on sulking in his own "pain". But the longer he's crashing at his best friend's house, stumbling onto the most weird situations, and a few more confessions, Yoochun slowly develops a strong, unknown feeling for Junsu. As he finally made up his mind, Gahee comes back.
Credits:
jadexscandal for the awesome plot. Chapter(s): 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13
a/n; it's been eight months, wow, i'm horrible. i kind of abandoned this and all my other Dong Bang chaptered ones because i barely had an inspiration to write something for those. but hopefully, this will make up for it. i'll be updating everything really, really soon. i'm not even sure if my past readers still remember this one. hopefully, they do. uhh...enjoy?
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Junsu ran at the sound of the doorbell ringing. Yesung was coming for a visit today, he felt revived. He needed some time out from the stress Yoochun has been giving him. Who would be a better help than Yesung.
"Su! I missed you."
Yesung wrapped his arms around the other as soon as the door opened, Junsu gladly complied.
Behind Junsu though, Yoochun emitted a dangerous aura as he watched both men enter in all smiles and headed straight to the sofa, not before Yesung sends him a cheerful ‘hi’. He doesn’t really care if Yesung thinks he’s a jealous and selfish bastard who wants Junsu all for himself because it’s undoubtedly true. Now, if Yesung really thinks that way, then well and good.
Basically, it was a crappy morning for Yoochun. The two were bonding too much and it’s getting ignored made it worse. If only he had known Yesung's appearance, then he would've dragged Junsu somewhere, just not the house. He didn't become Junsu's boyfriend just to be ignored so he tried his best to get Junsu's attention but it's not working. And he became a laughing stock for Yesung. Haha very funny.
"If you're still gonna ignore my presence, then it would be best if I just leave you two alone to talk..bond...or whatever the fuck you would like to call it!" his voice has this bitterness that Junsu didn't fail to notice. Although having a good time with Yesung, it wasn't Junsu's intention to forget about Yoochun. Even before he could open his mouth to speak, Yoochun had already stormed off the house.
Yoochun is pissed. More than pissed actually. It didn't seem like it but what happened is far too embarrassing for him. He is never good at controlling his emotions, he explodes anytime and anywhere when he feels like it. Maybe that's a part of the reason why Ga-- she decided to call it quits with him. But he shouldn't be think about her, shouldn't he?
"Life sucks." he muttered, kicking a random rock on the ground. He doesn't usually resort to violence but as soon as he caught sight of the bartender, he wanted to punch him more than anything else. Frankly, he has no idea where to go. Walking out was a spur of the moment thing that he wasn't able to plan where he should be going. His thoughts were disturbed when his phone rang. It was Junsu. He's torn between answering it and ignoring it. But he just couldn't ignore Junsu. It would hurt the man. "Yes?" he answered, trying his best to show that he's not in the mood.
'Chun, I'm sorry. Please come back. Yesung left already. I'm sorry.'
"You made him leave?"
'Well, yeah, I had to.'
"Alright. I'll be there in a few."
Life is a bitch. And so is Yoochun. It was really selfish of him to act immature and make Junsu shoo his friend away. But hey, jealousy isn't a joke. A guy is hogging Junsu, he just couldn't sit there and watch them. He had to do something. He doesn't even feel the slightest bit bad for Yesung. No, not really. He's a competitor for Junsu's heart, acting buddy-buddy with him isn't an option.
A few meters away from the house, he could see Junsu outside looking so anxious. He must be waiting for him. He smiled and when Junsu spotted him, he made a run to his direction, almost tackling him on the ground. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Junsu said over and over, holding onto Yoochun ever-so-tightly. "I didn't mean to make you mad. Forgive me?"
Yoochun's heart did somersaults at Junsu's adorable pout. He slowly detached himself from the other, snaking an arm on his waist. "Silly. You did nothing wrong, okay? If anything, I should be apologizing. I guess I got too jealous." Junsu smiled inwardly, happy that Yoochun's feelings for him is improving.
Because their original plan for the day was ruined due to a certain bartender, the two are bored out of their wits. "I want to have an honest talk with you." Junsu said, snuggling closer to Yoochun on the couch. "I'll ask you questions and you can ask me some too. No matter what the answer is, it should be honest. This isn't a game, Chun. This is different from what we did last time."
Yoochun clearly remembers his stupid slip-up and he doesn't want it to happen again...ever. He has hurt Junsu enough and he couldn't afford to hurt him again. "Junsu I don't think--"
"Please?" The way Junsu was pleading him makes it harder for him to protest and just say no. With his arm still on Junsu's waist, he pulled him closer and nodded. "Do you still love Gahee?" Yoochun had no idea Junsu would ask him something as big as that.
"Y-yeah...a little less than before though." he had no choice but to answer truthfully.It was what Junsu wanted. At least there's a progress. Truthfully, his feelings for Junsu has leveled up a bit and he couldn't be any more proud of himself.
"I see." Junsu is dying inside, but he's trying hard to mask his feelings. He knows too well he's torturing himself so bad. A masochist, Jaejoong would tell him. And he would silently agree. All he wants is a reality check. When he got together with Yoochun, he has been in his own little world with no one else but him and Yoochun.- in his own fairy tale - and fairy tales don't exist. And so, the reality check. "Your turn."
"Why do you keep asking this?"
Junsu shook his head, resting it on Yoochun's shoulder. "I just don't want to get my hopes up too high. I know being my boyfriend is the best I can get from you right now. Just know that I'm not forcing you to like me the way I like you."
Yoochun patted Junsu's head with his free hand. "I know, Su. I know." Silence lingered for a while before something popped out of Yoochun's mind. "Does Yesung like you that much? I think I should file a restraining order. He's getting too close for comfort."
"He's nice though." Junsu defended. Well, he was telling the truth. He couldn't find anything wrong with the bartender. He has been always nice to him and never caused him trouble, well, with Yoochun, he has. "Don't hate on him too much."
Both stayed in their position comfortably. Yoochun had to silently thank Yesung though. If he didn't bring up the topic about him then Junsu would be asking him those harder than Math questions. Yoochun, in all honesty, has been trying his hardest to actually fall for Junsu, but he just couldn't force himself to do so. His feelings for Gahee are still there. They've been together for so long that he's been attached to the girl. No matter what aspect it is, once he gets attached to someone, it's hard for him to let go.
Later that night, they both ordered Chinese for a reason that they were both lazy to whip up something for dinner. Yes, Yoochun decided to sleep over again. He thought of moving in with Junsu but he's still thinking about it. After all, their relationship isn't permanent. "Will you be busy this week?" Yoochun asked, slurping his noodles.
Junsu shot him a glance before shaking his head. "No. Why do you ask?"
"Because I got us tickets to Jeju Island. I want us to have a vacation, just the two of us." Junsu stopped eating and looked at him as if he was insane. "Not kidding, Su. I called my cousin to get us tickets. I'm not gonna force you though. If you don't want to, I'm fine with it."
"Of course I'll go with you." Junsu responded as soon as he regained his composure. Yoochun planning a vacation is a rare occasion. And lucky for him, he's a part of the plan.
The couple continued eating their dinner with so much excitement for their first vacation as a couple.
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a/n; err...how was it?
Next Chapter: Fifteen
"Su! I missed you."
Yesung wrapped his arms around the other as soon as the door opened, Junsu gladly complied.
Behind Junsu though, Yoochun emitted a dangerous aura as he watched both men enter in all smiles and headed straight to the sofa, not before Yesung sends him a cheerful ‘hi’. He doesn’t really care if Yesung thinks he’s a jealous and selfish bastard who wants Junsu all for himself because it’s undoubtedly true. Now, if Yesung really thinks that way, then well and good.
Basically, it was a crappy morning for Yoochun. The two were bonding too much and it’s getting ignored made it worse. If only he had known Yesung's appearance, then he would've dragged Junsu somewhere, just not the house. He didn't become Junsu's boyfriend just to be ignored so he tried his best to get Junsu's attention but it's not working. And he became a laughing stock for Yesung. Haha very funny.
"If you're still gonna ignore my presence, then it would be best if I just leave you two alone to talk..bond...or whatever the fuck you would like to call it!" his voice has this bitterness that Junsu didn't fail to notice. Although having a good time with Yesung, it wasn't Junsu's intention to forget about Yoochun. Even before he could open his mouth to speak, Yoochun had already stormed off the house.
Yoochun is pissed. More than pissed actually. It didn't seem like it but what happened is far too embarrassing for him. He is never good at controlling his emotions, he explodes anytime and anywhere when he feels like it. Maybe that's a part of the reason why Ga-- she decided to call it quits with him. But he shouldn't be think about her, shouldn't he?
"Life sucks." he muttered, kicking a random rock on the ground. He doesn't usually resort to violence but as soon as he caught sight of the bartender, he wanted to punch him more than anything else. Frankly, he has no idea where to go. Walking out was a spur of the moment thing that he wasn't able to plan where he should be going. His thoughts were disturbed when his phone rang. It was Junsu. He's torn between answering it and ignoring it. But he just couldn't ignore Junsu. It would hurt the man. "Yes?" he answered, trying his best to show that he's not in the mood.
'Chun, I'm sorry. Please come back. Yesung left already. I'm sorry.'
"You made him leave?"
'Well, yeah, I had to.'
"Alright. I'll be there in a few."
Life is a bitch. And so is Yoochun. It was really selfish of him to act immature and make Junsu shoo his friend away. But hey, jealousy isn't a joke. A guy is hogging Junsu, he just couldn't sit there and watch them. He had to do something. He doesn't even feel the slightest bit bad for Yesung. No, not really. He's a competitor for Junsu's heart, acting buddy-buddy with him isn't an option.
A few meters away from the house, he could see Junsu outside looking so anxious. He must be waiting for him. He smiled and when Junsu spotted him, he made a run to his direction, almost tackling him on the ground. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Junsu said over and over, holding onto Yoochun ever-so-tightly. "I didn't mean to make you mad. Forgive me?"
Yoochun's heart did somersaults at Junsu's adorable pout. He slowly detached himself from the other, snaking an arm on his waist. "Silly. You did nothing wrong, okay? If anything, I should be apologizing. I guess I got too jealous." Junsu smiled inwardly, happy that Yoochun's feelings for him is improving.
Because their original plan for the day was ruined due to a certain bartender, the two are bored out of their wits. "I want to have an honest talk with you." Junsu said, snuggling closer to Yoochun on the couch. "I'll ask you questions and you can ask me some too. No matter what the answer is, it should be honest. This isn't a game, Chun. This is different from what we did last time."
Yoochun clearly remembers his stupid slip-up and he doesn't want it to happen again...ever. He has hurt Junsu enough and he couldn't afford to hurt him again. "Junsu I don't think--"
"Please?" The way Junsu was pleading him makes it harder for him to protest and just say no. With his arm still on Junsu's waist, he pulled him closer and nodded. "Do you still love Gahee?" Yoochun had no idea Junsu would ask him something as big as that.
"Y-yeah...a little less than before though." he had no choice but to answer truthfully.It was what Junsu wanted. At least there's a progress. Truthfully, his feelings for Junsu has leveled up a bit and he couldn't be any more proud of himself.
"I see." Junsu is dying inside, but he's trying hard to mask his feelings. He knows too well he's torturing himself so bad. A masochist, Jaejoong would tell him. And he would silently agree. All he wants is a reality check. When he got together with Yoochun, he has been in his own little world with no one else but him and Yoochun.- in his own fairy tale - and fairy tales don't exist. And so, the reality check. "Your turn."
"Why do you keep asking this?"
Junsu shook his head, resting it on Yoochun's shoulder. "I just don't want to get my hopes up too high. I know being my boyfriend is the best I can get from you right now. Just know that I'm not forcing you to like me the way I like you."
Yoochun patted Junsu's head with his free hand. "I know, Su. I know." Silence lingered for a while before something popped out of Yoochun's mind. "Does Yesung like you that much? I think I should file a restraining order. He's getting too close for comfort."
"He's nice though." Junsu defended. Well, he was telling the truth. He couldn't find anything wrong with the bartender. He has been always nice to him and never caused him trouble, well, with Yoochun, he has. "Don't hate on him too much."
Both stayed in their position comfortably. Yoochun had to silently thank Yesung though. If he didn't bring up the topic about him then Junsu would be asking him those harder than Math questions. Yoochun, in all honesty, has been trying his hardest to actually fall for Junsu, but he just couldn't force himself to do so. His feelings for Gahee are still there. They've been together for so long that he's been attached to the girl. No matter what aspect it is, once he gets attached to someone, it's hard for him to let go.
Later that night, they both ordered Chinese for a reason that they were both lazy to whip up something for dinner. Yes, Yoochun decided to sleep over again. He thought of moving in with Junsu but he's still thinking about it. After all, their relationship isn't permanent. "Will you be busy this week?" Yoochun asked, slurping his noodles.
Junsu shot him a glance before shaking his head. "No. Why do you ask?"
"Because I got us tickets to Jeju Island. I want us to have a vacation, just the two of us." Junsu stopped eating and looked at him as if he was insane. "Not kidding, Su. I called my cousin to get us tickets. I'm not gonna force you though. If you don't want to, I'm fine with it."
"Of course I'll go with you." Junsu responded as soon as he regained his composure. Yoochun planning a vacation is a rare occasion. And lucky for him, he's a part of the plan.
The couple continued eating their dinner with so much excitement for their first vacation as a couple.
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a/n; err...how was it?
Next Chapter: Fifteen