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kingheechul) wrote2011-05-13 03:40 am
kingheechul) wrote2011-05-13 03:40 am
Stepping Into Your Heart → Fifteen
Title: Stepping Into Your Heart
Pairing(s): Yoochun/Junsu ; Yoochun/Gahee ; Yesung/Junsu ; Seungri/Junsu ; Yunho/Jaejoong ; Donghae/Eunhyuk
Genre: drama ; romance
Rating: PG-13
Length: 15/?
Summary: Yoochun's in a relationship with Gahee, but after a few months Gahee finally admits she has been sleeping with an other all this time and she wants to break up. While suffering from a broken heart he seeks comfort in his best friend, Junsu. After a heart-to-heart talk, Junsu finally confesses his love for Yoochun, and Yoochun takes it as a joke. Junsu has been in love with him long before Gahee came along but was never able to tell him. Yoochun simply waves the confession away and goes on sulking in his own "pain". But the longer he's crashing at his best friend's house, stumbling onto the most weird situations, and a few more confessions, Yoochun slowly develops a strong, unknown feeling for Junsu. As he finally made up his mind, Gahee comes back.
Credits:![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
jadexscandal for the awesome plot.
Chapter(s): 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14
a/n; wowowow, thanks for remembering this story. haha now, i'll finish this first before updating the other ones. btw, please don't shoot me for this chapter. i decided to do a few changes in the story to make it better so here you go.
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Pairing(s): Yoochun/Junsu ; Yoochun/Gahee ; Yesung/Junsu ; Seungri/Junsu ; Yunho/Jaejoong ; Donghae/Eunhyuk
Genre: drama ; romance
Rating: PG-13
Length: 15/?
Summary: Yoochun's in a relationship with Gahee, but after a few months Gahee finally admits she has been sleeping with an other all this time and she wants to break up. While suffering from a broken heart he seeks comfort in his best friend, Junsu. After a heart-to-heart talk, Junsu finally confesses his love for Yoochun, and Yoochun takes it as a joke. Junsu has been in love with him long before Gahee came along but was never able to tell him. Yoochun simply waves the confession away and goes on sulking in his own "pain". But the longer he's crashing at his best friend's house, stumbling onto the most weird situations, and a few more confessions, Yoochun slowly develops a strong, unknown feeling for Junsu. As he finally made up his mind, Gahee comes back.
Credits:
jadexscandal for the awesome plot. Chapter(s): 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14
a/n; wowowow, thanks for remembering this story. haha now, i'll finish this first before updating the other ones. btw, please don't shoot me for this chapter. i decided to do a few changes in the story to make it better so here you go.
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They cancelled their playdate with Changmin, they had to. It’s either that or no vacation at all. The Jungs were more than happy for the two; they thought it would be a great opportunity for them to get to know each other more in a deeper level. Junsu was excited, Jaejoong could tell. But oddly enough, Junsu was behaving rather strangely. As he helped him packed, he noticed the gloomy aura Junsu was emitting. “Is…something the matter?” he asked carefully, folding the younger’s shirt neatly. Yunho might be the cousin but he definitely knows the guy more. Junsu shook his head, forcing out a smile – a fake one - it was obvious.
Jaejoong sighed. A part of him wants to know what’s bothering him but another part wants to just let him be. “What if this is all a joke, hyung?” he stopped and looked at Junsu in shock and confusion. Lately, he doesn’t get updates from Junsu. “This won’t work out no matter how hard we try. I know it just won’t.”
“Junsu! What are you talking about?”
Junsu flashed him a smile and once again shook his head. “Nothing, hyung.”
Whatever is on Junsu’s mind, it’s scaring the crap out of Jaejoong. Usually, Junsu tells anything and everything that's bothering him but now, it seems as if he's hiding everything from people. He's not sure why but he knows it has something to do with his relationship with Yoochun.
However, the next day, when the couple arrived at the island, Junsu was extremely ecstatic. Basically because it was his first time in Jeju. He doesn't really get the chance to go on vacations and stuff so this is an opportunity he couldn't miss. Like them, there were other tourists and they looked as giddy as them. Yoochun suggested to settle down a hotel before checking out the beach and every tourist spot in the island. "Are we going to share rooms?" Junsu asked and Yoochun nodded.
"Do you even have to ask that?" Junsu shrugged and scanned the hotel as Yoochun talked to the receptionist. He almost jumped in surprise as he felt Yoochun's hand slip in his. "Let's go?"
Their room isn't exactly a penthouse or a suite, it was a simple one with a king-sized bed just enough for them to fit. Soon after the unpacking and showering, they headed to the beach. As Yoochun snapped photos of the scenery with his camera, Junsu watched him with a smile. It was nice to see him do what he loves to do. Yoochun isn't the best photographer out there but it definitely is his passion. Figuring that Yoochun would take longer time snapping photos, he took the liberty to just stroll around the place, not far from where his boyfriend is.
He walked along the shore, leaving footprints in the process. He couldn't remember when was the last time he went to a beach, definitely not last year, or the year before that. It's been ages. He could feel the breeze almost slapping his face, it was nice. It's as if he was in heaven. He closed his eyes and breathed in, listening to the waves of the ocean. "Hey there!"
An unfamiliar voice took him back to reality. He opened his eyes and indeed, it was a stranger. "Uhh...hey."
"Are you here alone?"
He furrowed his eyebrows, definitely not liking the man before him. "It's none of your business."
"Oh, I'm sorry." the man bowed politely. "I didn't mean to freak you out. I'm Seungri." Junsu nodded and immediately walked ahead of the man. He's getting convinced that the guy is a creeper. "Hey wait! What's your name? Please, I just want to be friends!" For some odd reason, he stopped walking until the once stranger caught up with him. "You're...fast..." he panted. "Was I that creepy?" Junsu nodded, intentionally not speaking because he was still scared. Seungri nodded, scratching the back of his head in embarrassment. "I apologize. I swear I'm no stalker. What's your name?"
Junsu hesitantly took Seungri's hand that he extended a while ago for him to take. "If I find out you're a stalker or a criminal of some kind, remember that I know your name and what you look like. That is a threat. I'm Junsu."
"Well, Junsu, I'm sure that there's no need to call the police. So...as I was asking...are you alone?"
He shook his head, taking his hand back. "I'm with someone. You?"
"Just me." Seungri shrugged. "I wanted to have an alone time so here I am. Who's with you? Friends? Or girlfriend?" he joked.
"Actually, it's my boyfriend." Junsu isn't the slightest bit embarrassed to say that out loud. What's there to be embarrassed about anyway?
"Really? Cool!"
He's weird, Junsu thought. He walked with Seungri for ten more minutes and bid farewell to the guy as he went back to where Yoochun was before he could even find out he was gone. "Where were you? I've been looking all over for you." Apparently, Yoochun found out.
"You were too busy so I strolled around."
Yoochun felt too guilty and hugged him. He got overly excited at the beautiful scenery that he forgot about Junsu. Yes, that was stupid. If he wants to be a better boyfriend, just like what he promised himself, he has to work harder. Junsu let himself be hugged, Yoochun's body is warm and comfortable, just the way he likes it. He loves Yoochun, that is a known fact. But there are times when he just wants to give up. Yoochun is trying his best but Junsu feels like he's forcing the guy to love him. And he doesn't want that, no. Just no. He wants everything to be natural, not compelled.
Junsu could feel his mood go down little by little, and that didn't go unnoticed by Yoochun. He never left Junsu's side and tried to make him laugh. But he just couldn't get the response he wanted. "Junsu, I think we need to have a talk." And so they did. They were in their bed, Yoochun's back resting against the headboard with Junsu in his arms. "I thought you were excited with this trip?"
"I am. I was." Junsu could feel Yoochun's hold tighten. Seriously, he doesn't want to be a drama queen-- king, but he could feel himself slowly sinking into depression. His moodswings are getting the best of him that it's driving him insane. This trip is supposed to be fun, he was even excited about it. But where's the excitement now? Why couldn't he feel it?
When with Yoochun, he feels like he's a nuisance, that he's stopping him from doing what he wants. "Junsu, the way you're acting is really frustrating."
"Then I'll frustrate you further." he said, removing Yoochun's arms on his waist and stormed off the room. He was worse than a pregnant woman. He found himself heading to the hotel bar ordering a shot of tequila.
"Wow, that's a pretty strong drink, don't you think?" as he slammed the shot glass on the counter, he turned around and saw a beaming Seungri. "Hi, Junsu."
"What are you doing here?" he asked, trying to ignore his presence as he ordered another shot of the same drink.
Seungri invited himself to sit beside Junsu and ordered a bottle of beer. "What's up with you? Why are you drowning yourself with alcohol?"
"Shut up and just drink with me!" Seungri figured it was best if he just did what Junsu asked him to do. He needed some company anyway. Ten shots later, Junsu was excessively drunk. He kept on blabbing nonsense things which Seungri found really funny because he was drunk himself. "Did you know...I'm a virgin?" Junsu said, giggling. The alcohol is hitting him pretty hard.
Seungri giggled with him. "Really? What a small world, I am a virgin too!" and they both laughed. Seungri held Junsu's arms and pulled him close. "Want to give it a try?"
Junsu, really intoxicated, nodded without much thought. Seungri leaned in until his lips touched his. They were in their own world. Seungri was the dominant one, he sucked on Junsu's tongue hungrily like a lollipop while Junsu let out consecutive moans. The alcohol in his body is making him more hot. Seungri pulled away and Junsu whimpered at the empty feeling. "Let's go to my room." he whispered in Junsu's ear and before Junsu could stop himself from agreeing, he nodded. Needless to say, they did it.
It was the morning after when Junsu had this pounding headache and that's when he knew he drank too much. "Yoochun ah," he reached for the lanky man to ask him for water but as he peeked with one eye, and that's when he knew he was in deep trouble.
No time was wasted when he hastily looked for his clothes that were randomly thrown on the floor, his aching lower back was making it harder for him. "Shit, shit, shit..." he mumbled like a mantra and he could feel tears sting his eyes.
No, he was not going to tell Yoochun about this.
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a/n; should i go and hide in a corner?
Next Chapter: Sixteen
Jaejoong sighed. A part of him wants to know what’s bothering him but another part wants to just let him be. “What if this is all a joke, hyung?” he stopped and looked at Junsu in shock and confusion. Lately, he doesn’t get updates from Junsu. “This won’t work out no matter how hard we try. I know it just won’t.”
“Junsu! What are you talking about?”
Junsu flashed him a smile and once again shook his head. “Nothing, hyung.”
Whatever is on Junsu’s mind, it’s scaring the crap out of Jaejoong. Usually, Junsu tells anything and everything that's bothering him but now, it seems as if he's hiding everything from people. He's not sure why but he knows it has something to do with his relationship with Yoochun.
However, the next day, when the couple arrived at the island, Junsu was extremely ecstatic. Basically because it was his first time in Jeju. He doesn't really get the chance to go on vacations and stuff so this is an opportunity he couldn't miss. Like them, there were other tourists and they looked as giddy as them. Yoochun suggested to settle down a hotel before checking out the beach and every tourist spot in the island. "Are we going to share rooms?" Junsu asked and Yoochun nodded.
"Do you even have to ask that?" Junsu shrugged and scanned the hotel as Yoochun talked to the receptionist. He almost jumped in surprise as he felt Yoochun's hand slip in his. "Let's go?"
Their room isn't exactly a penthouse or a suite, it was a simple one with a king-sized bed just enough for them to fit. Soon after the unpacking and showering, they headed to the beach. As Yoochun snapped photos of the scenery with his camera, Junsu watched him with a smile. It was nice to see him do what he loves to do. Yoochun isn't the best photographer out there but it definitely is his passion. Figuring that Yoochun would take longer time snapping photos, he took the liberty to just stroll around the place, not far from where his boyfriend is.
He walked along the shore, leaving footprints in the process. He couldn't remember when was the last time he went to a beach, definitely not last year, or the year before that. It's been ages. He could feel the breeze almost slapping his face, it was nice. It's as if he was in heaven. He closed his eyes and breathed in, listening to the waves of the ocean. "Hey there!"
An unfamiliar voice took him back to reality. He opened his eyes and indeed, it was a stranger. "Uhh...hey."
"Are you here alone?"
He furrowed his eyebrows, definitely not liking the man before him. "It's none of your business."
"Oh, I'm sorry." the man bowed politely. "I didn't mean to freak you out. I'm Seungri." Junsu nodded and immediately walked ahead of the man. He's getting convinced that the guy is a creeper. "Hey wait! What's your name? Please, I just want to be friends!" For some odd reason, he stopped walking until the once stranger caught up with him. "You're...fast..." he panted. "Was I that creepy?" Junsu nodded, intentionally not speaking because he was still scared. Seungri nodded, scratching the back of his head in embarrassment. "I apologize. I swear I'm no stalker. What's your name?"
Junsu hesitantly took Seungri's hand that he extended a while ago for him to take. "If I find out you're a stalker or a criminal of some kind, remember that I know your name and what you look like. That is a threat. I'm Junsu."
"Well, Junsu, I'm sure that there's no need to call the police. So...as I was asking...are you alone?"
He shook his head, taking his hand back. "I'm with someone. You?"
"Just me." Seungri shrugged. "I wanted to have an alone time so here I am. Who's with you? Friends? Or girlfriend?" he joked.
"Actually, it's my boyfriend." Junsu isn't the slightest bit embarrassed to say that out loud. What's there to be embarrassed about anyway?
"Really? Cool!"
He's weird, Junsu thought. He walked with Seungri for ten more minutes and bid farewell to the guy as he went back to where Yoochun was before he could even find out he was gone. "Where were you? I've been looking all over for you." Apparently, Yoochun found out.
"You were too busy so I strolled around."
Yoochun felt too guilty and hugged him. He got overly excited at the beautiful scenery that he forgot about Junsu. Yes, that was stupid. If he wants to be a better boyfriend, just like what he promised himself, he has to work harder. Junsu let himself be hugged, Yoochun's body is warm and comfortable, just the way he likes it. He loves Yoochun, that is a known fact. But there are times when he just wants to give up. Yoochun is trying his best but Junsu feels like he's forcing the guy to love him. And he doesn't want that, no. Just no. He wants everything to be natural, not compelled.
Junsu could feel his mood go down little by little, and that didn't go unnoticed by Yoochun. He never left Junsu's side and tried to make him laugh. But he just couldn't get the response he wanted. "Junsu, I think we need to have a talk." And so they did. They were in their bed, Yoochun's back resting against the headboard with Junsu in his arms. "I thought you were excited with this trip?"
"I am. I was." Junsu could feel Yoochun's hold tighten. Seriously, he doesn't want to be a drama queen-- king, but he could feel himself slowly sinking into depression. His moodswings are getting the best of him that it's driving him insane. This trip is supposed to be fun, he was even excited about it. But where's the excitement now? Why couldn't he feel it?
When with Yoochun, he feels like he's a nuisance, that he's stopping him from doing what he wants. "Junsu, the way you're acting is really frustrating."
"Then I'll frustrate you further." he said, removing Yoochun's arms on his waist and stormed off the room. He was worse than a pregnant woman. He found himself heading to the hotel bar ordering a shot of tequila.
"Wow, that's a pretty strong drink, don't you think?" as he slammed the shot glass on the counter, he turned around and saw a beaming Seungri. "Hi, Junsu."
"What are you doing here?" he asked, trying to ignore his presence as he ordered another shot of the same drink.
Seungri invited himself to sit beside Junsu and ordered a bottle of beer. "What's up with you? Why are you drowning yourself with alcohol?"
"Shut up and just drink with me!" Seungri figured it was best if he just did what Junsu asked him to do. He needed some company anyway. Ten shots later, Junsu was excessively drunk. He kept on blabbing nonsense things which Seungri found really funny because he was drunk himself. "Did you know...I'm a virgin?" Junsu said, giggling. The alcohol is hitting him pretty hard.
Seungri giggled with him. "Really? What a small world, I am a virgin too!" and they both laughed. Seungri held Junsu's arms and pulled him close. "Want to give it a try?"
Junsu, really intoxicated, nodded without much thought. Seungri leaned in until his lips touched his. They were in their own world. Seungri was the dominant one, he sucked on Junsu's tongue hungrily like a lollipop while Junsu let out consecutive moans. The alcohol in his body is making him more hot. Seungri pulled away and Junsu whimpered at the empty feeling. "Let's go to my room." he whispered in Junsu's ear and before Junsu could stop himself from agreeing, he nodded. Needless to say, they did it.
It was the morning after when Junsu had this pounding headache and that's when he knew he drank too much. "Yoochun ah," he reached for the lanky man to ask him for water but as he peeked with one eye, and that's when he knew he was in deep trouble.
No time was wasted when he hastily looked for his clothes that were randomly thrown on the floor, his aching lower back was making it harder for him. "Shit, shit, shit..." he mumbled like a mantra and he could feel tears sting his eyes.
No, he was not going to tell Yoochun about this.
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a/n; should i go and hide in a corner?
Next Chapter: Sixteen