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kingheechul) wrote2011-08-30 03:38 am
kingheechul) wrote2011-08-30 03:38 am
Life is Good (but Jaejoong's life is better) | 1/2
Title: Life is Good (but Jaejoong's life is better)
Pairing: Jaejoong/Yunho
Genre: au!college ; romance
Warning: mpreg (preggy!Yunho)
Rating: PG-13
Length: 1/2
Summary: A situation causes Jaejoong to get close to his student.
a/n; UHH,,YEAH LAAAAAME SUMMARY. I WANT A PREGGY YUNHO SO I WROTE ONE. THERE IS A CHANGE OF POV SO PLEASE DON'T GET CONFUSED.
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My name is Kim Jaejoong, and I’m a Music teacher. You see, consoling is not my thing but I often find myself meddling with other people’s business, be it personal or school-related, anything. I guess I just love helping, it’s fulfilling and it makes me feel good. “You’re not Dr. Phil, stop being a know-it-all.” my friends would tell me, but I don’t really care. As long as I love what I’m doing, no one can stop me.
If you must ask, I’m quite a popular being at school, given that I have the looks and the brain, people just adore me. No, I’m not being conceited. This is called, shamelessly stating facts. Okay, so please ignore me. Racking my brain for a lesson plan is seriously making me lose my sanity. Teaching isn’t really my passion, it’s singing, actually. I just didn’t have the chance to pursue a singing career. But I have no regrets. I’m quite satisfied with what I have at the moment. I do—
Apparently, a student interrupted my Joongie-time. “Ah, yes. How may I help you, Jung Yunho?”
“Can I have a word with you?” This guy is known to be someone who takes anything and everything a joke but I noticed there’s something weird about him. I have no idea what is up with him until he told me whatever issue he has. “I’m pregnant.” And boy was I so surprised.
“Wait, what?”
“I’m pregnant and I don’t know who knocked me up.”
“What the fuck were you doing, Jung?” I know teachers aren’t supposed to say foul words but now’s not the right time to be such an angel. “I don’t know why you’re telling me this but you do know you can be expelled, right?”
“I don’t have anyone to talk to and you’re the youngest teacher I have so I figured I could somehow talk to you about this thing without getting judged but I guess I was wrong.” I could clearly see the hurt and disappointment in his eyes and I felt bad. I was shocked out of my wits and I didn’t know how to properly respond. “If you’ll tell the principal about this, then go ahead do your thing. Just forget I even talked to you.”
“No wait!” I sighed in relief when he stopped dead on his tracks. Okay, so what now? What am I supposed to say? Ugh. I was never really good at this. “Tell me…what I can do to help you.”
He turned around and stared at me. I stared back.
“Oh no! No. Just no! You can’t let me be the father of your child. Yunho, there’s nothing going on between us. You don’t even like me! What wi—“
“Relax, Mr. Kim.”
What? I can’t calm down! I didn’t sign up for this. I’m a teacher and I’m supposed to be teaching, just teaching. Extra-curricular activities with students are a no-no. This kid doesn’t know what he’s trying to get us into. He’s jeopardizing not just his reputation as a student but also mine and my job as well.
“Before you make decisions, let me talk to your parents first.”
“Well then good luck calling for their spirits. They’re both dead, Mr. Kim.”
Now that was embarrassing. I didn’t even know. “I’m sorry. I just…it’s just so wrong, Yunho. You have to understand. A lot of things are on the line.” Thank goodness the brat seems to be thinking about what I was trying to get in his head. Not because he’s pregnant doesn’t he’ll get everything he wants. “Give me time to think. I’ll talk to you tomorrow, first thing in the morning.”
-
“Are you out of your mind?!”
“What? It’s not like I have a choice.”
“Oh please! If I didn’t know any better, I would think you—“
“Don’t! I feel bad for him, that’s just it.”
After hours of thinking deeply, I have finally decided that I would take responsibility over Jung Yunho and his baby. To make myself clear, it’s not because I have feelings for him, I barely know the guy. The reason I’m doing this is because I feel bad for him and the baby, and if I were in his place I don’t even know what I would do.
The moment I told Jung Yunho about my decision, he looked pretty happy. “What’s the catch?”
Ah, he knows teachers well. I smiled. “Be serious with your studies. Don’t take things too lightly. Study and do your best. You cannot fail any of your subjects. That’s all I ask of you. If you fail to comply with this, I would immediately leave you and your baby.”
“Mr. Kim, I’ve been in my third year of college for the past two years. Do you think I’ll pass my subjects now that I have another burden?”
“Don’t you dare call your child a burden!” I told him. “I am totally against this but if you think that child in your stomach is holding you back from anything, better get it aborted.”
Needless to say, he shut up and silently agreed.
-
If I am gonna be the father of his child, then I would be able to fully do my duties if he moves in with me so I asked him two days ago if he could and he did. We don't share the same room though, it would be awfully weird and awkward.
"Do your assignments, I'll whip up something for dinner. We're going to the doctor for check-up tomorrow." I told him as I passed by his room. I know I sound like I'm nagging him too much but I'm doing this for his own good. Well at least I think I am. He got himself into this anyway so it's either he deals with me or leave.
"Jaejoong hyung," I heard him call me from his room. Ah yeah, him calling me Mr. Kim from time to time is annoying as hell so I figured it would be nice if he referred to me as hyung. I quickly turned off the stove and attended to his needs. "I'm sleepy. Can I do assignments after dinner instead?"
"Yunho, you—"
"Hyung, please? Our baby's telling me to go to sleep first."
I sighed. "Fine. I'll wake you up when dinner's ready."
I dashed out of the room before I could even explode. Truthfully, referring to his baby as ours is making me have butterflies in my stomach. The Jung Yunho I see at the university is a whole lot different from the one living with me. I seriously thought he would be a pain in the ass but I thought wrong. He listens to what I say and he hasn't really given me a hard time...yet. It's officially been two days since we lived together so I still can't give him judgments.
-
Every morning, Jaejoong would take him to the university but he would drop him a block away so no one would think something's going on between them. It's quite hard for Yunho to not enter Jaejoong's office every now and then when he needs something. He would call him instead and they would meet somewhere outside the university. "Hyung, my stomach started hurting during lunch. I was trying to call you but you weren't picking up. I assumed you were busy so I went to the infirmary for some painkillers."
"What?" Jaejoong asked, surprised. "Painkillers? You can't just take painkillers when your stomach hurts! You cannot take any kind of medicine without the doctor's prescription!" the teacher ruffles his hair in frustration. He takes Yunho's hand and drags him out of the coffee shop. "Come on! We're going to the doctor."
-
"Jung Yunho ssi's fine. The abdominal pains are normal due to slow indigestion, nothing that serious. No need to worry too much, Jaejoong ssi."
Jaejoong nodded and checked up on Yunho who was lying down on the bed at the far end of the room, busy with his cellphone. He sighed. "Thank you, doctor. We'll be back next week."
That night, Jaejoong took Yunho to a Japanese restaurant as the other was craving for sashimi. If anything, Jaejoong felt like they are a married couple and that bothers him to no end. Yunho is nothing but his responsiblity. Anything more than that is considered as something inappropriate. He still has to consider that that pregnant man is his student, and if anyone from the university finds out about them, they'll both be in big trouble. Well, Yunho would be. He'll probably never even get to graduate from college while Jaejoong could easily transfer schools, that is, if he doesn't get blacklisted.
Five months in his pregnancy, Yunho has been having such very weird cravings and Jaejoong couldn't even handle them. He hasn't had enough sleep ever since Yunho moved in his house. Yunho's bump is very visible and Jaejoong couldn't even tease him because the pregnant man has severe mood swings and it would definitely make him feel bad.
Yunho also started taking birthing classes every weekend, with Jaejoong of course. So to say, Jaejoong is doing a pretty good job being the perfect father...and husband, if only they're in that kind of relationship.
"What do you think of me?" Yunho asked one time during dinner. It was asked so casually that Jaejoong didn't find anything weird about it.
"You're my student and apparently, the father of the baby you're carrying." the older man aswered, scooping up soup for the pregnant one. "Well, we could be friends too. I don't know, really. We're in good terms, that's what I know."
Yunho stood up and left.
-
Jaejoong clearly has no idea what he has done wrong to receive such a cold treatment from the pregnant man. He has tried convincing himself that it was nothing but the mood swings but it seems as if he's not convinced enough. "Yunho," he called for the umpteenth time, knocking on the door in the process. "Hey Yunho, listen, I have to go out for a while. I'll be meeting a friend. You'll be alright here alone, right?" he knocked three times. "I'll bring you something to eat later. Call me if you need anything, okay?" he knocked one more time before making a move to leave.
He is coming clean. To whom? His friends of course. He made a call yesterday telling them that he needed to talk to them about something serious and of course they were worried so they agreed meeting up with him. Oh boy, he has no clue how they would react. And it scares him.
"What's up?" greeted one of his buddies, Heechul. He took a seat across the feminine man and snatched away his cup of coffee. "Again, what's up?"
"I think he has a problem." Jongwoon suggested dumbly which earned him his well-deserved slap on the arm from the others.
"We could see that thank you very much." the tall one, Changmin, butted in, pushing Jongwoon off his chair. They're lovers alright. Ignore them, please. "What's wrong, hyung?"
"I screwed up, big time."
"What? You—"
Changmin did the others a favor and just enveloped Jongwoon in a bone-crushing hug just to make him shut up. "Please continue, Jaejoong hyung."
"I...I just..." he examined the anxious faces of his friends and sighed. "I'm gonna be a father. And it's not even my child."
Heechul took back his coffee and nodded thoughtfully. "What did you get yourself into? But we're not gonna talk you out of it because frankly, chances of you listening to us is thinner than your waist."
"I need your help." Jaejoong admitted. "I only agreed to this because I feel bad for my student. I didn't know it would ma--"
"Wait, what?" Changmin's hold on Jongwoon loosened and he stared at Jaejoong with wide eyes. "Student?"
It took Jaejoong quite some time to explain everything to his friends. Fortunately for him, they all understand although they still think it was a stupid move of his. They promised to look after Yunho at times when he couldn't. "We're just a call away." they said, and Jaejoong knew they were telling the truth.
-
When he came home, he was shocked shitless to see a drunk Yunho sprawled out in the living room. "The fuck?! Yah, Jung Yunho!" he rushed towards the pregnant man and with much difficulty, he carried him to the couch. There were at least five bottles of beer on the table and Jaejoong could only shake his head in annoyance. "That guy's gonna be the end of me!"
"Isdidnehsloopeh..." Yunho is blurting out gibberish and Jaejoong wanted to punch him for drinking when he's four months away from labor. "Hyuuuuung..."
Jaejoong stared at Yunho and a smile unconsciously spread on his face. He took a seat on the couch and laid Yunho's head on his lap, brushing away the bangs covering his face. He remembered last month when he asked for a four-month paternity leave and it was a surprise when no one questioned him about it. In response to that, Yunho also made Jaejoong who made Yunho's attending doctor ask Yunho's department head if he could have a four-month rest from school due to medical reasons. It's quite a miracle that no one noticed the growing bump on his stomach.
"Why on earth did you drink too much?" Jaejoong asked particularly no one, caressing Yunho's soft cheeks. He didn't know it was that soft until he actually touched it.
"Hyuuuuung..." Yunho slurred after a while. "Like...hyung...very much..."
Thinking that it was nothing but a drunken gibberish, he ignored it and continued admiring Yunho's face.
-
A pounding headache greeted Yunho early in the morning. He knew why he let himself drown in alcohol, but he was not gonna tell Jaejoong that. No.
Truth be told. he didn't ask Jaejoong to take responsibility if there was no valid reason. He likes Jaejoong and he wants him to be the father of his child. Period. He has Jaejoong wrapped around his fingers now and he's not gonna let go of him. Never.
"Hyung," standing up the couch, he called for the older male with much difficulty, massaging his temples. "Hyung!"
"I'm in the kitchen!"
"My head hurts!" he complained, taking a seat as he watched the older one move around the kitchen.
"I'll be more surprised if it doesn't. Why did you even drink?"
"I was bored, I had nothing else to do. I saw you had beer in the fridge."
That was nothing but an obvious lie. Jung Yunho just couldn't handle the jealousy. He had a feeling that Jaejoong just won't be meeting his friends but rather someone else. He's a jealous bitch like that.
Jaejoong and Yunho's relationship still hasn't progressed romantically. Not yet. Yunho has a lot of things planned for his and his baby's future...with Jaejoong.
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Next: part two
Pairing: Jaejoong/Yunho
Genre: au!college ; romance
Warning: mpreg (preggy!Yunho)
Rating: PG-13
Length: 1/2
Summary: A situation causes Jaejoong to get close to his student.
a/n; UHH,,YEAH LAAAAAME SUMMARY. I WANT A PREGGY YUNHO SO I WROTE ONE. THERE IS A CHANGE OF POV SO PLEASE DON'T GET CONFUSED.
-
My name is Kim Jaejoong, and I’m a Music teacher. You see, consoling is not my thing but I often find myself meddling with other people’s business, be it personal or school-related, anything. I guess I just love helping, it’s fulfilling and it makes me feel good. “You’re not Dr. Phil, stop being a know-it-all.” my friends would tell me, but I don’t really care. As long as I love what I’m doing, no one can stop me.
If you must ask, I’m quite a popular being at school, given that I have the looks and the brain, people just adore me. No, I’m not being conceited. This is called, shamelessly stating facts. Okay, so please ignore me. Racking my brain for a lesson plan is seriously making me lose my sanity. Teaching isn’t really my passion, it’s singing, actually. I just didn’t have the chance to pursue a singing career. But I have no regrets. I’m quite satisfied with what I have at the moment. I do—
Apparently, a student interrupted my Joongie-time. “Ah, yes. How may I help you, Jung Yunho?”
“Can I have a word with you?” This guy is known to be someone who takes anything and everything a joke but I noticed there’s something weird about him. I have no idea what is up with him until he told me whatever issue he has. “I’m pregnant.” And boy was I so surprised.
“Wait, what?”
“I’m pregnant and I don’t know who knocked me up.”
“What the fuck were you doing, Jung?” I know teachers aren’t supposed to say foul words but now’s not the right time to be such an angel. “I don’t know why you’re telling me this but you do know you can be expelled, right?”
“I don’t have anyone to talk to and you’re the youngest teacher I have so I figured I could somehow talk to you about this thing without getting judged but I guess I was wrong.” I could clearly see the hurt and disappointment in his eyes and I felt bad. I was shocked out of my wits and I didn’t know how to properly respond. “If you’ll tell the principal about this, then go ahead do your thing. Just forget I even talked to you.”
“No wait!” I sighed in relief when he stopped dead on his tracks. Okay, so what now? What am I supposed to say? Ugh. I was never really good at this. “Tell me…what I can do to help you.”
He turned around and stared at me. I stared back.
“Oh no! No. Just no! You can’t let me be the father of your child. Yunho, there’s nothing going on between us. You don’t even like me! What wi—“
“Relax, Mr. Kim.”
What? I can’t calm down! I didn’t sign up for this. I’m a teacher and I’m supposed to be teaching, just teaching. Extra-curricular activities with students are a no-no. This kid doesn’t know what he’s trying to get us into. He’s jeopardizing not just his reputation as a student but also mine and my job as well.
“Before you make decisions, let me talk to your parents first.”
“Well then good luck calling for their spirits. They’re both dead, Mr. Kim.”
Now that was embarrassing. I didn’t even know. “I’m sorry. I just…it’s just so wrong, Yunho. You have to understand. A lot of things are on the line.” Thank goodness the brat seems to be thinking about what I was trying to get in his head. Not because he’s pregnant doesn’t he’ll get everything he wants. “Give me time to think. I’ll talk to you tomorrow, first thing in the morning.”
-
“Are you out of your mind?!”
“What? It’s not like I have a choice.”
“Oh please! If I didn’t know any better, I would think you—“
“Don’t! I feel bad for him, that’s just it.”
After hours of thinking deeply, I have finally decided that I would take responsibility over Jung Yunho and his baby. To make myself clear, it’s not because I have feelings for him, I barely know the guy. The reason I’m doing this is because I feel bad for him and the baby, and if I were in his place I don’t even know what I would do.
The moment I told Jung Yunho about my decision, he looked pretty happy. “What’s the catch?”
Ah, he knows teachers well. I smiled. “Be serious with your studies. Don’t take things too lightly. Study and do your best. You cannot fail any of your subjects. That’s all I ask of you. If you fail to comply with this, I would immediately leave you and your baby.”
“Mr. Kim, I’ve been in my third year of college for the past two years. Do you think I’ll pass my subjects now that I have another burden?”
“Don’t you dare call your child a burden!” I told him. “I am totally against this but if you think that child in your stomach is holding you back from anything, better get it aborted.”
Needless to say, he shut up and silently agreed.
-
If I am gonna be the father of his child, then I would be able to fully do my duties if he moves in with me so I asked him two days ago if he could and he did. We don't share the same room though, it would be awfully weird and awkward.
"Do your assignments, I'll whip up something for dinner. We're going to the doctor for check-up tomorrow." I told him as I passed by his room. I know I sound like I'm nagging him too much but I'm doing this for his own good. Well at least I think I am. He got himself into this anyway so it's either he deals with me or leave.
"Jaejoong hyung," I heard him call me from his room. Ah yeah, him calling me Mr. Kim from time to time is annoying as hell so I figured it would be nice if he referred to me as hyung. I quickly turned off the stove and attended to his needs. "I'm sleepy. Can I do assignments after dinner instead?"
"Yunho, you—"
"Hyung, please? Our baby's telling me to go to sleep first."
I sighed. "Fine. I'll wake you up when dinner's ready."
I dashed out of the room before I could even explode. Truthfully, referring to his baby as ours is making me have butterflies in my stomach. The Jung Yunho I see at the university is a whole lot different from the one living with me. I seriously thought he would be a pain in the ass but I thought wrong. He listens to what I say and he hasn't really given me a hard time...yet. It's officially been two days since we lived together so I still can't give him judgments.
-
Every morning, Jaejoong would take him to the university but he would drop him a block away so no one would think something's going on between them. It's quite hard for Yunho to not enter Jaejoong's office every now and then when he needs something. He would call him instead and they would meet somewhere outside the university. "Hyung, my stomach started hurting during lunch. I was trying to call you but you weren't picking up. I assumed you were busy so I went to the infirmary for some painkillers."
"What?" Jaejoong asked, surprised. "Painkillers? You can't just take painkillers when your stomach hurts! You cannot take any kind of medicine without the doctor's prescription!" the teacher ruffles his hair in frustration. He takes Yunho's hand and drags him out of the coffee shop. "Come on! We're going to the doctor."
-
"Jung Yunho ssi's fine. The abdominal pains are normal due to slow indigestion, nothing that serious. No need to worry too much, Jaejoong ssi."
Jaejoong nodded and checked up on Yunho who was lying down on the bed at the far end of the room, busy with his cellphone. He sighed. "Thank you, doctor. We'll be back next week."
That night, Jaejoong took Yunho to a Japanese restaurant as the other was craving for sashimi. If anything, Jaejoong felt like they are a married couple and that bothers him to no end. Yunho is nothing but his responsiblity. Anything more than that is considered as something inappropriate. He still has to consider that that pregnant man is his student, and if anyone from the university finds out about them, they'll both be in big trouble. Well, Yunho would be. He'll probably never even get to graduate from college while Jaejoong could easily transfer schools, that is, if he doesn't get blacklisted.
Five months in his pregnancy, Yunho has been having such very weird cravings and Jaejoong couldn't even handle them. He hasn't had enough sleep ever since Yunho moved in his house. Yunho's bump is very visible and Jaejoong couldn't even tease him because the pregnant man has severe mood swings and it would definitely make him feel bad.
Yunho also started taking birthing classes every weekend, with Jaejoong of course. So to say, Jaejoong is doing a pretty good job being the perfect father...and husband, if only they're in that kind of relationship.
"What do you think of me?" Yunho asked one time during dinner. It was asked so casually that Jaejoong didn't find anything weird about it.
"You're my student and apparently, the father of the baby you're carrying." the older man aswered, scooping up soup for the pregnant one. "Well, we could be friends too. I don't know, really. We're in good terms, that's what I know."
Yunho stood up and left.
-
Jaejoong clearly has no idea what he has done wrong to receive such a cold treatment from the pregnant man. He has tried convincing himself that it was nothing but the mood swings but it seems as if he's not convinced enough. "Yunho," he called for the umpteenth time, knocking on the door in the process. "Hey Yunho, listen, I have to go out for a while. I'll be meeting a friend. You'll be alright here alone, right?" he knocked three times. "I'll bring you something to eat later. Call me if you need anything, okay?" he knocked one more time before making a move to leave.
He is coming clean. To whom? His friends of course. He made a call yesterday telling them that he needed to talk to them about something serious and of course they were worried so they agreed meeting up with him. Oh boy, he has no clue how they would react. And it scares him.
"What's up?" greeted one of his buddies, Heechul. He took a seat across the feminine man and snatched away his cup of coffee. "Again, what's up?"
"I think he has a problem." Jongwoon suggested dumbly which earned him his well-deserved slap on the arm from the others.
"We could see that thank you very much." the tall one, Changmin, butted in, pushing Jongwoon off his chair. They're lovers alright. Ignore them, please. "What's wrong, hyung?"
"I screwed up, big time."
"What? You—"
Changmin did the others a favor and just enveloped Jongwoon in a bone-crushing hug just to make him shut up. "Please continue, Jaejoong hyung."
"I...I just..." he examined the anxious faces of his friends and sighed. "I'm gonna be a father. And it's not even my child."
Heechul took back his coffee and nodded thoughtfully. "What did you get yourself into? But we're not gonna talk you out of it because frankly, chances of you listening to us is thinner than your waist."
"I need your help." Jaejoong admitted. "I only agreed to this because I feel bad for my student. I didn't know it would ma--"
"Wait, what?" Changmin's hold on Jongwoon loosened and he stared at Jaejoong with wide eyes. "Student?"
It took Jaejoong quite some time to explain everything to his friends. Fortunately for him, they all understand although they still think it was a stupid move of his. They promised to look after Yunho at times when he couldn't. "We're just a call away." they said, and Jaejoong knew they were telling the truth.
-
When he came home, he was shocked shitless to see a drunk Yunho sprawled out in the living room. "The fuck?! Yah, Jung Yunho!" he rushed towards the pregnant man and with much difficulty, he carried him to the couch. There were at least five bottles of beer on the table and Jaejoong could only shake his head in annoyance. "That guy's gonna be the end of me!"
"Isdidnehsloopeh..." Yunho is blurting out gibberish and Jaejoong wanted to punch him for drinking when he's four months away from labor. "Hyuuuuung..."
Jaejoong stared at Yunho and a smile unconsciously spread on his face. He took a seat on the couch and laid Yunho's head on his lap, brushing away the bangs covering his face. He remembered last month when he asked for a four-month paternity leave and it was a surprise when no one questioned him about it. In response to that, Yunho also made Jaejoong who made Yunho's attending doctor ask Yunho's department head if he could have a four-month rest from school due to medical reasons. It's quite a miracle that no one noticed the growing bump on his stomach.
"Why on earth did you drink too much?" Jaejoong asked particularly no one, caressing Yunho's soft cheeks. He didn't know it was that soft until he actually touched it.
"Hyuuuuung..." Yunho slurred after a while. "Like...hyung...very much..."
Thinking that it was nothing but a drunken gibberish, he ignored it and continued admiring Yunho's face.
-
A pounding headache greeted Yunho early in the morning. He knew why he let himself drown in alcohol, but he was not gonna tell Jaejoong that. No.
Truth be told. he didn't ask Jaejoong to take responsibility if there was no valid reason. He likes Jaejoong and he wants him to be the father of his child. Period. He has Jaejoong wrapped around his fingers now and he's not gonna let go of him. Never.
"Hyung," standing up the couch, he called for the older male with much difficulty, massaging his temples. "Hyung!"
"I'm in the kitchen!"
"My head hurts!" he complained, taking a seat as he watched the older one move around the kitchen.
"I'll be more surprised if it doesn't. Why did you even drink?"
"I was bored, I had nothing else to do. I saw you had beer in the fridge."
That was nothing but an obvious lie. Jung Yunho just couldn't handle the jealousy. He had a feeling that Jaejoong just won't be meeting his friends but rather someone else. He's a jealous bitch like that.
Jaejoong and Yunho's relationship still hasn't progressed romantically. Not yet. Yunho has a lot of things planned for his and his baby's future...with Jaejoong.
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Next: part two