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kingheechul) wrote2013-03-13 03:57 am
kingheechul) wrote2013-03-13 03:57 am
stepping into your heart {twenty}
stepping into your heart
yoochun/junsu, yoochun/gahee, yunho/jaejoong
drama, romance ; pg13 ; 20/?
After a painful break up, Yoochun seeks solace from his best friend, Junsu who finally confesses his love for him. He takes the confession as a joke and goes on sulking in his own pain. But the longer he's crashing at his best friend's house, stumbling onto the most weird situations, and a few more confessions, Yoochun slowly develops a strong, unknown feeling for Junsu. As he finally made up his mind, Gahee comes back.
{ updaaaaaate :) i have decided to not write anything else unless i finish this thing. anyway...i was going to say something but i forgot what it is ;3; oh...yesung's back. hehe not that there'd be major drama with him here. just so rhere's something while gahee's gone /nods. yuri's back, too. just to mess with junsu's sanity. so...what do you think? :)) thank you for everyone who read the previous chapter. i'm pretty sure most of you have forgotten this thing but still, thanks hehe }
yoochun/junsu, yoochun/gahee, yunho/jaejoong
drama, romance ; pg13 ; 20/?
After a painful break up, Yoochun seeks solace from his best friend, Junsu who finally confesses his love for him. He takes the confession as a joke and goes on sulking in his own pain. But the longer he's crashing at his best friend's house, stumbling onto the most weird situations, and a few more confessions, Yoochun slowly develops a strong, unknown feeling for Junsu. As he finally made up his mind, Gahee comes back.
"We probably should file a restraining order on Gahee," Yoochun said with a nod. He has been thinking about it and if it's possible to do so, why not. All he wanted was a happy and peaceful life with Junsu, who chuckled at his statement.
"What is with you and restraining orders? You threatened to do that with Yesung, too."
"It's the only thing I could think of, to be honest. It's sort of like...hmm. Let's put it this way, damage control. You get me?"
"Yes, but that's too much, don't you think? For now, why don't we just what happens and if she goes all abnormal again then we can talk to Jaejoong hyung about it."
Yoochun nodded, not thinking much about it. If you ask him, he'd still go for the temporary restraining order. It wouldn't hurt that much. It was, after all, temporary. "Would you be mad if I'm the father of the child?" he blurted out unintelligently. He didn't realize he had been thinking about it.
Junsu blinked, obviously taken aback by the question. And Yoochun's stupidity. "I've long ago accepted the fact that it might be yours. I mean, it might be why she's so determined to get you back. But I'm going to admit, I'm jealous." he sighed. "If only I could get pregnant."
The older of the two stared at him for a while and with a serious face, he asked. "You think there's an ovary shop here somewhere?"
Junsu smacked him upside the head.
Frowning in his sleep, Junsu tried to ignore the constant shaking of the bed. It was violent, as if someone was jumping on it, and definitely annoying. Whether or not it was a dream, he didn't like it. It stopped for a while, good, he thought sleepily. But it continued as soon as it stopped, he groaned. Not having any more choice, he forced himself to open his eyes only to find the culprit staring at him with a big smile plastered on his face. "Changmin?" he muttered, voice obviously hoarse.
The little ball of sunshine decided that it would be a good idea to throw himself at the older male, wrapping his little arms around his neck as he showered his face with wet kisses. "Summa! Minnie missed you!" Changmin announced with a squeal.
Junsu found himself smiling at the little boy. He was just so adorable that he felt his anger slowly disappearing. "Summa missed you too." he replied, giving the pouting boy a kiss on the lips. Changmin puckered up and he chuckled, giving him another kiss. "You sweet little boy." he mumbled. "Are your parents here?"
Changmin nodded, pointing at the direction of the door. "Umma, appa, Chunppa..."
"Oh, alright. I'll pretend I got that." he chuckled to himself and smiled. "Baby, why don't you go to umma first. Summa just needs to take a bath because he smells. I'll be there shortly." When Changmin shook his head, he blinked. "Oh. Uhm, you stay here?" The boy shook his head again. He sighed. "Come and watch me take a bath?"
Changmin nodded.
So to say, it was a very awkward bath time for Junsu specially when a four-year old boy was staring at him intently as if he was the most interesting thing on earth. He couldn't help but wonder why the boy didn't want to leave him alone. Did he miss him that much? The thought just made him giggle. Oh snap out of it Kim Junsu.
"Well good morning, sleeping beauty." He recognized the voice and immediately scowled, passing Changmin to Yunho who gladly took him in his arms. He heard him baby talking to the little boy and laughed mentally, taking a seat beside his sister.
"Why are you here, Yuri?" he asked. Yoochun claimed the spot beside him, not before leaning in to peck him on the lips which earned them a snort from the only girl in the house. No, no matter how effeminate Jaejoong is, he still isn't a girl.
Yuri smiled and patted Junsu on the thigh. "This was once my house, dear brother. Anyway, I'm pretty sure you have forgotten but it's Jessica's birthday on Saturday and you're all invited!" she announced happily, clapping her hands.
"All, as in...?"
"Yes oppa, every single soul in this house. Even that cutie pie." she replied, pointing at Changmin who just blinked at her. She huffed a bit. "He's my nephew but he doesn't even recognize me."
"Yul," Yunho spoke, using the nickname he gave his cousin ages ago. "He barely sees you. This is the first time, actually. Now if you want him to be friends with you, visit him. And us."
"But he pushed me away when I tried to hold him!" she protested, crossing her arms on her chest. Jaejoong and and the others watched her in amusement. "He probably doesn't like girls. He's gay. See, people. We all infected him with our gay germs!"
"I'm going out to buy some more chips and beer!" Junsu announced as he made his way to the front door. Of course, being the clingy lover that he is, Yoochun wanted to tag along. Junsu rejected his offer, saying that he won't be gone for long. It took him quite a while to convince Yoochun that he'd be fine so there's nothing to worry about. "I promise, Chun. I love you, okay?"
Yoochun smiled, gave him a kiss on the lips and waved at his lover's retreating back. "I just wanted some alone time with you." he mumbled dejectedly and went back to conversing with Yuri, asking her what Jessica would like as a present.
The happy man hummed as he made his way to the convenience store. He remembered Yoochun's childishness and chuckled softly. He's getting worse each day. Cheese ball. Come on Junsu, who are you kidding? You love every moment of it. He grinned.
Just as he was about to enter the store, he stopped when he thought someone called his name. He shook his head and pushed the door open. Again, someone was calling his name. He turned around and saw Yesung jogging towards him. Oh. We were just talking about him last night. He smiled in amazement then waved. "Yesung!"
They greeted each other with a smile and a hug. "It's been a while." Yesung said, pointing out the obvious. He then led Junsu inside the store and followed him around as he shopped for what he needed. "I hope this won't make things awkward. I missed you."
Junsu paused, "I missed you too." and smiled. He did mean it knowing full well that Yesung didn't mean it in a friendly way. "How have you been?" he continued, grabbing some bags of chips, putting them in the basket. Yesung grabbed some sweets as well.
The other hummed, stealing glances at Junsu. "I've been...good, I suppose. You seem happy." he noted.
"That's because I am."
"Is it because you saw me?" Yesung joked.
"Maybe." He realized that he might be borderline flirting and stopped as soon as he started. He had no idea if Yesung knows about him and Yoochun but one thing's for sure, he didn't want to lead him on. "Ahahaha..." he laughed nervously, getting more bag of chips and anything he could get his hands on.
And that's how he ended up with seven bags of food and two cases of beer with Yesung in tow. Hey, someone has to help him. "He helped me." he said as soon as the door opened revealing a displeased Yoochun who raised a brow at him. Really? "A-and you know, we're friends s-so I think...well I...it's just that..."
"I invited myself." Yesung butted in, still clueless of everything. Giving Junsu a little push inside, he also took the liberty of inviting himself in Junsu's house.
"What is with you and restraining orders? You threatened to do that with Yesung, too."
"It's the only thing I could think of, to be honest. It's sort of like...hmm. Let's put it this way, damage control. You get me?"
"Yes, but that's too much, don't you think? For now, why don't we just what happens and if she goes all abnormal again then we can talk to Jaejoong hyung about it."
Yoochun nodded, not thinking much about it. If you ask him, he'd still go for the temporary restraining order. It wouldn't hurt that much. It was, after all, temporary. "Would you be mad if I'm the father of the child?" he blurted out unintelligently. He didn't realize he had been thinking about it.
Junsu blinked, obviously taken aback by the question. And Yoochun's stupidity. "I've long ago accepted the fact that it might be yours. I mean, it might be why she's so determined to get you back. But I'm going to admit, I'm jealous." he sighed. "If only I could get pregnant."
The older of the two stared at him for a while and with a serious face, he asked. "You think there's an ovary shop here somewhere?"
Junsu smacked him upside the head.
Frowning in his sleep, Junsu tried to ignore the constant shaking of the bed. It was violent, as if someone was jumping on it, and definitely annoying. Whether or not it was a dream, he didn't like it. It stopped for a while, good, he thought sleepily. But it continued as soon as it stopped, he groaned. Not having any more choice, he forced himself to open his eyes only to find the culprit staring at him with a big smile plastered on his face. "Changmin?" he muttered, voice obviously hoarse.
The little ball of sunshine decided that it would be a good idea to throw himself at the older male, wrapping his little arms around his neck as he showered his face with wet kisses. "Summa! Minnie missed you!" Changmin announced with a squeal.
Junsu found himself smiling at the little boy. He was just so adorable that he felt his anger slowly disappearing. "Summa missed you too." he replied, giving the pouting boy a kiss on the lips. Changmin puckered up and he chuckled, giving him another kiss. "You sweet little boy." he mumbled. "Are your parents here?"
Changmin nodded, pointing at the direction of the door. "Umma, appa, Chunppa..."
"Oh, alright. I'll pretend I got that." he chuckled to himself and smiled. "Baby, why don't you go to umma first. Summa just needs to take a bath because he smells. I'll be there shortly." When Changmin shook his head, he blinked. "Oh. Uhm, you stay here?" The boy shook his head again. He sighed. "Come and watch me take a bath?"
Changmin nodded.
So to say, it was a very awkward bath time for Junsu specially when a four-year old boy was staring at him intently as if he was the most interesting thing on earth. He couldn't help but wonder why the boy didn't want to leave him alone. Did he miss him that much? The thought just made him giggle. Oh snap out of it Kim Junsu.
"Well good morning, sleeping beauty." He recognized the voice and immediately scowled, passing Changmin to Yunho who gladly took him in his arms. He heard him baby talking to the little boy and laughed mentally, taking a seat beside his sister.
"Why are you here, Yuri?" he asked. Yoochun claimed the spot beside him, not before leaning in to peck him on the lips which earned them a snort from the only girl in the house. No, no matter how effeminate Jaejoong is, he still isn't a girl.
Yuri smiled and patted Junsu on the thigh. "This was once my house, dear brother. Anyway, I'm pretty sure you have forgotten but it's Jessica's birthday on Saturday and you're all invited!" she announced happily, clapping her hands.
"All, as in...?"
"Yes oppa, every single soul in this house. Even that cutie pie." she replied, pointing at Changmin who just blinked at her. She huffed a bit. "He's my nephew but he doesn't even recognize me."
"Yul," Yunho spoke, using the nickname he gave his cousin ages ago. "He barely sees you. This is the first time, actually. Now if you want him to be friends with you, visit him. And us."
"But he pushed me away when I tried to hold him!" she protested, crossing her arms on her chest. Jaejoong and and the others watched her in amusement. "He probably doesn't like girls. He's gay. See, people. We all infected him with our gay germs!"
"I'm going out to buy some more chips and beer!" Junsu announced as he made his way to the front door. Of course, being the clingy lover that he is, Yoochun wanted to tag along. Junsu rejected his offer, saying that he won't be gone for long. It took him quite a while to convince Yoochun that he'd be fine so there's nothing to worry about. "I promise, Chun. I love you, okay?"
Yoochun smiled, gave him a kiss on the lips and waved at his lover's retreating back. "I just wanted some alone time with you." he mumbled dejectedly and went back to conversing with Yuri, asking her what Jessica would like as a present.
The happy man hummed as he made his way to the convenience store. He remembered Yoochun's childishness and chuckled softly. He's getting worse each day. Cheese ball. Come on Junsu, who are you kidding? You love every moment of it. He grinned.
Just as he was about to enter the store, he stopped when he thought someone called his name. He shook his head and pushed the door open. Again, someone was calling his name. He turned around and saw Yesung jogging towards him. Oh. We were just talking about him last night. He smiled in amazement then waved. "Yesung!"
They greeted each other with a smile and a hug. "It's been a while." Yesung said, pointing out the obvious. He then led Junsu inside the store and followed him around as he shopped for what he needed. "I hope this won't make things awkward. I missed you."
Junsu paused, "I missed you too." and smiled. He did mean it knowing full well that Yesung didn't mean it in a friendly way. "How have you been?" he continued, grabbing some bags of chips, putting them in the basket. Yesung grabbed some sweets as well.
The other hummed, stealing glances at Junsu. "I've been...good, I suppose. You seem happy." he noted.
"That's because I am."
"Is it because you saw me?" Yesung joked.
"Maybe." He realized that he might be borderline flirting and stopped as soon as he started. He had no idea if Yesung knows about him and Yoochun but one thing's for sure, he didn't want to lead him on. "Ahahaha..." he laughed nervously, getting more bag of chips and anything he could get his hands on.
And that's how he ended up with seven bags of food and two cases of beer with Yesung in tow. Hey, someone has to help him. "He helped me." he said as soon as the door opened revealing a displeased Yoochun who raised a brow at him. Really? "A-and you know, we're friends s-so I think...well I...it's just that..."
"I invited myself." Yesung butted in, still clueless of everything. Giving Junsu a little push inside, he also took the liberty of inviting himself in Junsu's house.
{ updaaaaaate :) i have decided to not write anything else unless i finish this thing. anyway...i was going to say something but i forgot what it is ;3; oh...yesung's back. hehe not that there'd be major drama with him here. just so rhere's something while gahee's gone /nods. yuri's back, too. just to mess with junsu's sanity. so...what do you think? :)) thank you for everyone who read the previous chapter. i'm pretty sure most of you have forgotten this thing but still, thanks hehe }