two lines

[kingheechul]

two lines
yoochun/junsu, yunho/jaejoong, yunho/yoochun
romance, drama / pg13 / oneshot / mpreg
Yoochun is pregnant. And surprise, Junsu's not the father.

Two lines and he knew he’s in trouble.

In deep, deep trouble.

A moment of panic struck him. His knees felt weak, beads of sweat formed his forehead and his body was trembling. It felt like he would collapse anytime soon. No, this can’t be. It shouldn’t be possible. It was only for one night. One night couldn’t get him pregnant. This is a mistake, right? Pregnancy tests aren’t all the time accurate. Yes, this is a mistake.

But boy was he so wrong.

It wasn’t a mistake after all. It was real, all real. And the realness of it terrifies him. When the doctor announced his one-month pregnancy, he almost fainted. Hearing the news is bad enough and telling it to the father of the baby would make it a lot worse. His question is, though, should he or should he not tell the father? Should he run away and come back after the baby is born and lie that someone left the poor thing in his doorstep? That’s believable, right?

Oh fuck.

How could things go horribly wrong? Why? Just why is this happening to him?

His hands shake as he dials a familiar number on his phone. He's tried to hide his secret for a while now and the longer he tries to hide it, the more it makes him feel bad. “Hey, uhm, listen…I need to talk to you…about something…something important. Can you come over? Okay, alright. I’ll see you. Bye.”

He sighs, trying to calm himself down. It was now or never and lying isn’t an option.





“Hey, how’s it going?”

He returns the hug and leads the other man in the living room. “I’m…listen…I have to tell you something important.”

“What is it?”

“I’m pregnant.”

“Really? That’s great! I be—“

“With your child…”

“Park Yoochun, this isn’t a nice joke.”

“You think this isn’t true? Yunho, if I’m making up a big fat joke about being pregnant, why would I make you the father? Shouldn’t it be my boyfriend?”

Yunho sighs in defeat, slumping back the couch. “We shouldn’t have…we…that was stupid.”

“I know.”

“How are we going to tell them?”

“I don’t have a fucking clue.” Both males keep silent, not knowing how to handle the situation. Yoochun’s head snaps up a few moments later. “You know what, let’s just tell them and get it over with. I could only hope that Junsu won’t break up with me because I love that man so fucking much and if he does, I’m gonna strangle you to death. I hope you haven’t forgotten that it was your goddamn idea.”

“And now you’re blaming me? Yoochun ah, if you didn’t call me for a drink then we wouldn’t even think about doing it.”

“Don’t get shitty with me Jung! We were sober that time. I—“ Yoochun stops, knowing that the conversation is pointless. “Let’s just tell them later. Go get Jaejoong and let’s meet somewhere.”

“Can’t we just meet here? I’m afraid that things will get a little out of control.”

Yoochun frowns. “They’d make a scene no matter where we are, Yunho. I’m just hoping it’d be less chaotic if we’re in a crowded place.”

Yunho nods. Yoochun’s got a point.





That one night of stupidity might jeopardize their relationship with their other halves. Life is unfair, Yoochun whines. They knew it was wrong but did that stop them? No. It wasn’t an experiment. For them, it was perfect revenge.

Although it was Yunho’s idea, Yoochun couldn’t put all the blame on him because he was more than willing. He never hesitated, he never thought about the consequences. He never even thought he’d get pregnant.

“You okay?” Yoochun jumps a bit at Yunho’s voice and nods. Jaejoong flat out rejected the duo’s idea of having dinner at a restaurant saying that he’d rather cook and insisted that he’d go and fetch Junsu from work then go straight to Yoochun’s house. “Are the handcuffs and tranquilizers ready?” Yunho jokes, he chuckles nervously.

“Please tell me that everything’s going to be fine.” He almost pleads.

Yunho doesn’t answer because he’s not so sure himself. Neither of the two would probably take the news well. Knowing Junsu, he wouldn’t create much scene like Jaejoong (who would probably throw anything he could get his hands on) but it’s going to hit him real hard. Yoochun guesses that he’d walk out and lock himself up in his room and refuse to speak to him for a long, long time. And he wouldn’t be able to do anything about it.

Both men tense up at the sound of the doorbell ringing. Seeing how Yoochun’s frozen at the moment, Yunho rushes to the front door hoping that their boyfriends are in a good mood. “Jaejoong ah!” He greets his own lover with a kiss and leads them both to the living room.

“Chun?” Junsu frowns at the sight of his stiff boyfriend. He puts a hand on his shoulder, shaking him lightly. “What happened? Yunho?” He looks at Yunho for an answer when Yoochun blurts out,

“I’m pregnant!”

“Wha—“

“And Yunho’s the father…”

Said man finds it hard to breathe resisting the urge to not whack the pregnant man on the head because Yoochun seems to lack knowledge about perfect timing. Jaejoong screams and Junsu looks genuinely confused.

“Let me get this straight. Yoochun’s pregnant…with my boyfriend’s child?” The guilty men nod at Jaejoong’s question. “You wouldn’t get pregnant if you didn’t ha— what the fuck, did you two have sex?!”

Jaejoong glances at Junsu who looks like he’s on the verge of crying so he reaches out to grab his hand, silently consoling him. Right now, they are off limits and he could only care less if any one of the traitors would beg for forgiveness or anything at all. He's livid. He had no idea they're capable of doing things such as this one. “Why the fuck would you even do that?” he asks, trying not to sound irritated but Yunho could hear the hurt in his voice. He bites his lip. “Are we not good enough for you that you have to fuck each other too? Who else, huh? Do you sleep around, huh Yunho? Yoochun? Answer me!”

More than anything, Yoochun wants to take Junsu in his arms and tell him how much he loves him and how he regrets everything he’s done wrong. But Jaejoong wouldn’t let him do that. Junsu wouldn’t even look at him. “We don’t sleep around.” He answers. He sees how Junsu stiffened at the sound of his voice. “It was clearly a mistake.”

“Then explain.”

Yunho looks at him as if saying stop, I'll handle this. They both have lots of explaining to do but Yoochun's pregnant and he doesn't want to stress him out even more so he figures it'd be better if he'll do the explaining. Maybe he could even try to calm the furious Jaejoong down. "I...we wanted to get back at you. You two are spending more and more time with each other and we're starting to get really jealous. You barely even have time for us anymore. I know what we did was wrong, boo, but we— I wasn't thinking straight. We were starting to think that you're cheating on us with each other ."

Jaejoong and Junsu look at him in incredulity. You can't be serious, they think. Yunho continues, "Jae, when I ask you out for a date, you often decline because you have something to do with Junsu. It's like Junsu this, Junsu that, Junsu Junsu Junsu..."

"You have got to be kidding me."

"No, I'm serious. You have no idea how jealous we are. So when Yoochun asked me out for a drink, I agreed because I needed it. Maybe it was the alcohol, maybe not, I don't know. But I suggested making out. We tried. And before we could even stop ourselves, we did it. Then this happened. I know how stupid that is. I'm not going to ask for your forgiveness, Jae, because I know it's not the right time to ask for that. Just know that I love you so much. But as much as this was a mistake, I can't just act like nothing happened. I'm going to take responsibility for the child. I do hope that you aren't going to break up with me."

Yunho looks at the already crying Junsu and smiles sadly. "Junsu yah, when Yoochun says he loves you, he means it. This wasn't supposed to happen. I know it's not my place to ask for this but please don't break up with him as well. He needs you. Please don't doubt his love."

Watching the scene unfold before him is making him feel like his heart's going to explode. He never liked seeing Junsu cry. Just the thought of it makes him feel sick. And Junsu crying because of him, he feels like a royal asshole. Not caring if he gets slapped, pushed away or punched, he gets up and pulls his crying boyfriend in his arms, holding him real close. Surprisingly though, Junsu doesn't protest. He cries hard, and cries even more as he buries his face in Yoochun's neck.

Yunho takes it as their cue to leave the couple alone. Ignoring Jaejoong's protests, he drags him to the guest room so they could have their alone time, too.

"Su, I'm so sorry babe..." Yoochun whispers in his ear, rubbing his back for comfort. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, love."

"Jaejoong hyung..." Junsu whispers, his voice hoarse and Yoochun listens intently, holding him even more close if possible. "Jaejoong hyung was asking for my help because he wanted to propose to Yunho. I'm sorry if I didn't tell you anything. I..." Junsu hiccups. Yoochun kisses him on the temple. "I promised him I wouldn't tell anyone so I didn't."

That was a slap in Yoochun's face and a stab in his heart. He fucked up. He fucked up big time and he doesn't know how he's going to fix this. "Oh shit Su, I'm so so—" he pauses when Junsu shakes his head. "Junsu yah, please don't leave me. I'd do anything. If...if you want me to get this aborted, I will. I don't care about what Yunho would think just...don't leave me please, babe..."

"No!" Junsu lifts his head up and looks at him straight in the eyes. "Yunho wouldn't like it if you do that. I don't know, Chun. I don't want to leave you but I'm afraid. I'm afraid you'll do it again. I'm afraid that...that when Yunho's by your side all the time, you'll fall in love with him."

"Trust me, I wouldn't. I'm all yours."

Junsu shakes his head, pulling away from Yoochun's hug. "Not when you had sex with someone else."

"Su..."

"I don't know if I can trust you again, Yoochun. I want to, but I'm not sure. You ruined everything. Did you even think of me when you were doing it with him? No...no don't answer that. I don't want to know."

"Give me a chance, please?"

Yoochun drops on his knees, practically begging for...for whatever Junsu could give him. Junsu pulls him up and drags him to the couch. "Be careful. You don't want anything bad to happen to your baby."

It hurt a lot more when Junsu said it. It wasn't theirs. He knows how much Junsu wants a family with him. But no matter how hard they try, how many times they do it in a day, having a baby would be impossible.

Junsu's impotent. So they stopped trying and settled for adoption when the right time comes.

Now here he is pregnant with someone else's baby after a one night stand.

It was a blow to Junsu's pride.

True.

Junsu feels worthless. The first time he found out he's not able to make babies, he deemed himself cursed. His dream of having his own family shattered just like that. He didn't take it too well, locked himself up in his room not talking to anyone because he thinks someone like him doesn't deserve to live. He thought so lowly of himself until Yoochun made him realize that it doesn't matter if he's infertile or not. He loves him for who he is and besides, what's there to be sad about when they could always adopt. Being impotent made him feel not normal. He'd never get to have a normal family. He'd never get to chuckle and say we'll work on it when his son or daughter asks for a baby brother or sister.

Adoption gave Junsu hope. It gave him a sense of normalcy.

And Yoochun just snatched that hope away. He's going to have his own kid and Junsu would never have that kind of chance.

He could only beg and apologize.

"Don't hurt me again, Yoochun ah. I beg of you. It'd be hard for me to trust you again but I'm going to try because I love you."

"Junsu..."

"I'm holding on to your words. Don't do it again. Don't fall in love with him. But please treat your child like he isn't a mistake. You have to love him...or her with all your heart. Be thankful that you have something beautiful growing inside of you. You have something I can't have, Yoochun ah. You're a very lucky man."

Yoochun nods because it's true. "Yes Su, I'm a very lucky man. I am so lucky to have someone like you." He grabs a hold of Junsu's hand, lacing their fingers and lifts it up to his lips to give it a soft kiss. "We'll raise this, together. With Yunho and Jaejoong. This will be our baby."

For the first time that night, Junsu smiles. He lays his head on Yoochun's shoulder. "I love you."

Yoochun squeezes his hand gently. "I love you too. More. You get to name our baby, Junsu yah."

"How about Yunho?"

"He'd love it if you do. Keeping this baby is enough for him. So, will you?" he smiles, running the pad of his thumb on Junsu's hand.

Junsu nods. "If it's a girl...I'd like her to be Soojung."

"Soojung it is. And if it's a boy?"

Junsu thinks for a while, pressing himself closer to Yoochun then looks up at him with a soft smile on his face. "...Changmin."

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this is an excuse for me to write 2u ;A; i'm not sure if this feels kind of rushed but i hope not. uhm, so yeah i'm kind of nervous posting this because i can feel like there's something missing. don't worry about yunjae :)