rising gays of the east {one}

[kingheechul]

title: rising gays of the east
pairing(s): yunho/jaejoong, yoochun/junsu, changmin/heechul
genre: au!highschool, romance, drama
rating: pg13
length: 1/?
summary: Jaejoong announces his sexual orientation and confusion ensues.

“I think I’m gay.” Four heads look up at the owner of the voice, Kim Jaejoong, who shrugs in return. “I don’t know, really. I think I am. You see, there’s this guy I like and…and I like him, I really, really like him.”

“That doesn’t make you gay. I think you’re bisexual. Gay people don’t like women romantically and you said you like an upperclasswoman.” Park Yoochun answers calmly, doodling on his music sheet.

“In fact, I do like Dara noona. I like her hair. It’s silky and smooth, and it seems really manageable.” Jaejoong runs a hand through his hair. “Mine’s kinda dry so I have to ask some tips from her.” He says with a grin, completely unaware of the weird looks given to him by his friends.

The youngest, Shim Changmin, snorts. “Well then I think I’m hungry.” But then he looks at Jaejoong with a grin and says, “Hyung, please ask that noona of yours about her diet regime. I heard she eats a lot but she’s too skinny. I might need her stuff for future needs.”

“Okay, so Jaejoong, you gathered us here just to tell us you might be confused with your gender?”

“I’ve established my gender already, okay? Jung Yunho! How many times have I told you to call me hyung?”

“Lots of times.”

“Exactly! I’m older than you.”

“By how many days again?” The second youngest, Kim Junsu, laughs at the conversation. Everyone ignores him. “Whatever Jaejoong. I’m going now. I have a game later and I’m expecting you all.” Yunho stands up with grace and poise and walks away.

Both Changmin and Junsu stand up to follow Yunho claiming they have club activities as well which leaves Jaejoong alone with Yoochun. Yoochun doesn’t talk much, and so does Jaejoong. Well, at times. Today is different day though. He found himself attracted to a classmate and he’s happy. And when he’s happy, he just couldn’t keep his mouth shut.

“Why do you insist being gay?” Yoochun asks after a deafening ten minutes of silence. “I mean, not a lot of teenagers are proud of being that.”

“I’m different, Yoochun. I don’t see anything wrong with being that. I’m alright with it and if this is what I really am, then I am willing to accept it for my sake.”

Yoochun sighs. “Alright hyung, whatever you say.” He says, his voice as soft and calm as usual.

They both drop the subject.

Jaejoong lies down the concrete floor, staring at the sky. He’s happy. It seems like a heavy weight was lifted off his chest. Truth be told, he has been confused about his sexual preference for quite some time now. He never talked about it, he was scared and he didn’t know whom to talk to. He knew he could always talk to his friends but a part of him didn’t want to. What would they think of him? What if they would find him a freak and leave him hanging? What if they couldn’t accept it and throw him out of the group? What if…

He was worried, deeply worried and it was just recently that he found confidence to finally let it out. To come out of the closet and tell them what has been bugging him the past few weeks. Although he spoke with much confidence, he still wasn’t sure whether or not they were all okay with it. They pretty much thought it was a big joke. None of them took it seriously. Well, Changmin might have, but he’s not too sure about that.

“Hyung,” Yoochun’s almost monotonous voice snaps Jaejoong out of his reverie. “I have to go practice, I’m sorry.” Jaejoong acknowledges his apology with a nod and he scurries out of the rooftop. He runs to the music room and finds a feminine man already sitting on the piano chair. A smile spreads his face as he turns around to lock the door. “Sorry to keep you waiting.”

The other male turns around with a smile as wide as Yoochun’s. “It’s alright, I just got here.”

Yoochun approaches him and takes the liberty to give him a back hug. “I missed you, Heechul ah.”

“Me too.” Heechul leans back, relaxing at Yoochun’s broad warm chest. ”You’ve been avoiding me like a plague the whole week. Why?”

“Three things, love. One, none of my friends knows about us. Two, they don’t even know I swing this way. And three, Jaejoong hyung is your brother. I bet he would flip a table once he finds out the truth. Oh, he said he’s gay.”

The news catches Heechul’s interest as he pulls away from his two-year long boyfriend and stares at him. “He’s what?”

“You heard me, love. I’m not gonna say it again.”

“But,” A look of confusion is written all over the older man’s face. “But...I never…” he sighs. “Oh well.” Yoochun is to let it go but then Heechul speaks his mind out. “How come he never said a thing to me about it? I’m his brother Yoochun, he should be telling me things first.”

“Not all the time though. You didn’t tell him you’re gay so why would he tell you he is? His memory is still fresh when you expressed how much you loathed faggots.” A snort could be heard but Heechul chooses to ignore it. “I was in denial! I though if I could hate gays, I won’t turn into one. You just had to show yourself up to me, huh? This is your fault mister.”

“And now I get blamed. I, Park Yoochun, was born to successfully make men and women fall in love with me. It’s not my fault. It’s not of my own free will. My mother and father created this face.”

Yoochun smiles proudly and soon, he gets tackled on the floor by an annoyed Heechul. “You stole my line, bitch.”

“You love this bitch anyway.”

“Oh fuck I do.”

The lovebirds jump out in shock when they hear Junsu’s voice outside the room. He is practically banging the door. “Shit!” Yoochun curses and helps Heechul and himself up. “Hyung?” he asks the older one who nods in reply. With a deep breath, he opens the door putting on his usual I’m-supposed-to-be-mysterious-so-I-am-expressionless face. “Oh Junsu,”

Junsu, being the nosy person that he is, peeks inside the room and spots Heechul who seems to be busy reading something. “Yoochun ah, why’s Heechul hyung here?”

“He asked me to teach him guitar. “ Yoochun almost screams at his fail reply. He doesn’t even know how to play that thing. He crosses his fingers.

“Oh, I see.” He breathes in a sigh of relief. “Ah! Here, “ Junsu hands Yoochun an envelope. “Donghae asked Hyukjae who asked me to give this to you for revisions.”

“Hmm…alright.”

Once Yoochun took the envelope, Junsu skips away as he heads down Changmin’s club room. He promised the younger one he’ll accompany him because apparently, the other club members ditched Changmin for a basketball game, Yunho’s basketball game. “We’re not gonna watch?” Junsu asks as he plops down beside the boy. “I thought Yunho hyung wants us to?”

Changmin shrugs, checking his recipe book. Yes, the boy can cook. A man has to eat and he’d rather cook the food himself than risk his life and safety in the hands of people who would refer to themselves as chefs. “Jaejoong hyung’s watching. He’s our representative.”

“Hmm…oh yeah. I saw Heechul hyung with Yoochun in the music room. I didn’t know they were close.” Changmin stiffens in his seat but lets go whatever it is he’s feeling. “I have no idea, Junsu. Why not ask them or Jaejoong hyung?”

“I don’t think Jaejoong hyung has a clue”

“Then quit asking me!”

A startled Junsu stares at Changmin wide-eyed, completely surprised at the sudden outburst. He fidgets the hem of his uniform and gulps. “Calm your tits, Changmin.” He says with the most casual voice ever. “What has gotten in your balls and you’re bitching?”

Changmin stares, suddenly feeling sorry for being harsh. “I just don’t like gossiping.” But he’s not gonna admit that out loud. No, never.

“I know you don’t like it and just so you know, we are not doing that.”

“Then shut up and let me have my peace.”

“You should’ve just joined the glee club. You could do so much better than chopping onions. I can’t believe you would rather be a chef than a world famous singer.”

“I’m not like you Junsu hyung. I don’t dream too much. I can only do what I know I’m capable of.”

“But…” Junsu tries to reason out but Changmin wasn’t being friendly at the moment. “Fine.”

Changmin sighs. Junsu really can be forceful at times. He ignores the older one who leaves him without even saying goodbye. “He’ll never understand.”

-

Jaejoong is sitting quietly in the bleachers, watching Yunho’s game when someone rudely sits on his lap and he need not ask who that is. “Hyung, get off.” Heechul shakes his head, keeping his butt in place. Jaejoong sighs. “Fine, have it your way.” he holds Heechul on the waist and pulls him close. “This is incest, hyung.” He whispers in the other’s ear and Heechul doesn’t seem affected at all. “I know you like skinship Kim Heechul, but you can’t do this to me. Get off…now.”

Things get bad when Heechul starts bouncing up and down his lap earning them looks of shock and disgust by the other students. What’s making it even worse is only a few knows about them being bothers so Heechul’s action may be translated into something inappropriate. And Jaejoong minds.

“You’re a liar,” Heechul says, still bouncing. “I’m your brother but you—holy crap Jaejoong are you having a hard on?!” he stops and turns around to see his brother biting his lips, blushing a very deep shade of red. Awkwardness lingers and Heechul replaces himself with his bag to cover the tent building up in Jaejoong’s pants. “You…you can give it to me later.” He runs away leaving an embarrassed Jaejoong.

-

“I saw that.” says an amused Yunho as he freshens up in the men’s locker room. Jaejoong is outside the cubicle he’s in, patiently waiting for him to finish.

He was having his moment during the game as he was the only one successfully shooting baskets for his team when Jaejoong’s moment caught his attention. “That was very awkward for me to watch though.”

He could hear Jaejoong’s groan echo through the locker room and he chuckles. “Please don’t remind me. I’m embarrassed enough.”

“But really…did you like get a boner? For real?”

“Yes Jung Yunho, I did. Now can you drop the topic?” he admits half-heartedly, hugging Heechul’s bag tight on his chest. He was very much embarrassed and he still has an older brother to strangle later.

“I’m gonna go get something to eat after school. Wanna come with me?” Yunho abruptly changes the subject to prevent an angry Jaejoong.

“Yeah, sure.”

“So…tell me about him. You said you have this person you like. Do I know him?”

Once he steps out of the cubicle, Jaejoong stares at his body in awe. “Your body, I like it. I didn’t know you work out.” Jaejoong states shamelessly. “Now go get dressed while I tell you about the man of my dreams.”

-

Changmin has witnessed a long time ago Yoochun and Heechul’s closeness. He never spoke a word to anyone about it but he could feel there’s something between the two. And he doesn’t like that thought. Yoochun, he likes him.

He knows his sexual preference is so screwed up as he knows deep inside he isn’t gay or bisexual and yet he likes someone from the same sex. He settles for being bisexual but never told anyone about it. He wasn’t scared. No. He just doesn’t like people asking him too much about it. He knows that once a word comes out, he will forever be bombarded with questions and he doesn’t even want to deal with those.

There is no actual reason as to why he takes a liking to Yoochun, he just does. He drops hints every once in a while but it just doesn’t work. No one even notices it, specially Yoochun.

Once he enters his room, he finds someone sprawled on his bed. He sighs, throwing his backpack at the guy. “Yah, Yoohwan!” Park Yoohwan is Yoochun’s younger brother. He met Changmin during a slumber party they had at their house and they really weren’t in good terms at the start. Changmin would bully Yoohwan and the latter would just let him be.

“Oh, you’re here.” the intruder sits up and grins. “Guess what.”

“What now?”

“I still like you. “

“I know.” He sighs. “But Yoohwan, you know that I—“

“Can’t you like be not straight for me?” the younger one replies with hopeful eyes. “I’ve liked you for a long time now and I don’t think I can wait any longer. I want to kiss you so bad I think I’m gonna cry!”

Changmin rolls his eyes. “Yoohwan, I never asked you to wait. I told you, you’re my best friend and nothing more. Can’t you accept that? I already gave you the privilege to kiss me anytime you want. Aren’t you satisfied with that?”

“You don’t get it!” Yoohwan whines, slamming his balled fists on Changmin’s bed.

“Trust me, I know how you feel.”

If anything, Yoohwan is very, very persistent. When he wants something, he’ll make sure to get it. “A month. Let me date you for a month. After that, you can decide whether or not you still want to be with me.”

“Park Yoohwan, you’re not making any sense.”

“Exactly! You’re the only one that makes sense in my life.”

“I would’ve pushed you off my window if you’re not my best friend. Be thankful that I love you.” Yoohwan knows that it means yes. He tackles the tall man on the ground, showering him with kisses. Changmin could only wish that this would make him forget about his feelings for Yoochun.

Oh wait, no. Yoohwan is Yoochun’s brother…yeah.

Holy crap.

Everyone in their circle of friends finds out about his relationship with the younger Park, thanks to Yoohwan who couldn’t keep his mouth shut due to severe happiness. As expected, no one knew that Changmin swings both ways.

They were surprised but still happy for him.

Jaejoong couldn’t contain his happiness as he floods Changmin with questions. Changmin knows he couldn’t tell them it was actually something one-sided so he made up white lies to satisfy their need for answers.

“Congratulations.” Yoochun tells him with a big smile. “Don’t hurt my brother, okay?” he nods. It was the only thing he could make himself do.

Yoochun is happy for Changmin but he couldn’t help but feel sad. For two years, he has kept his relationship with Heechul. A relationship he’s very much proud of. One by one, his friends are opening up with their relationships and he knows he should be doing that too.

He’s gonna have to talk to Heechul about it.

-

“Aren’t you happy?” Jaejoong asks Yunho with a grin spread across his face. “I’m really happy for Changmin. I had no idea he has a thing for his best friend.”

“You should go get yourself a boyfriend. I’m available.” Yunho jokes.

“Not you. Eww!”

“As if I would want you either. I like girls okay? In fact, I have my eyes set on someone.”

“Do tell!”

Yunho leans close to Jaejoong who leans closer thinking that the other would answer his question. To his surprise though, Yunho playfully steals a kiss on his cheek and the rest of the day was spent with Jaejoong chasing a laughing Yunho.




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Comments

[dbsk-lover90.livejournal.com]

SPOT!!
So, Changmin love Yoochun while Yoochun love Heechul and Yoohwan love Changmin.
Emmmm..I want to read more ... can't wait for the next chapter..
nice story¬¬

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

YES, YES, YES AND YES. ^^ WELL, THANKS FOR READING!!

[nur-denz.livejournal.com]

wow this is confusing.. O_o yoochun in love with heechul, changmin love yoochun, jaejoong love mystery guy and yunho love women??? T__T but this is interesting... hope u'll update soon.. ^^

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

OH. SO THEIR WEB OF LOVE IS CONFUSING YOU. I AM SORRY. I'LL STRAIGHTEN THINGS OUT SOON. ^^

[tia824.livejournal.com]

I don't know what to say other than...THIS IS GONNA BE GREAT!!! Too funny already!!!

Love Ya Lots and Lots BB!!!!!

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

D'AWW. WHY THANK YOU!! ^^

[tehah-hero.livejournal.com]

this is cute! xD LOL..

Jae is way too blunt~ xD
a boner? with Heechul on top? OMFG!! xD

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

YOU THINK SO?

WELL, JAEJOONG AND HIS HORMONES ARE..O_O IDE. LOL

[samunin.livejournal.com]

Really curious on how yoosu minchul and yunjae become a couple :D looking forward to it
Also wonder how yoohwan will feel about it later 0.0
Please continue and update soon :D

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

WHY THANK YOU! I FEEL BAD FOR YOOHWAN THOUGH. CHANGMIN IS USING HIM. >_< OH WELL. THANKS FOR READING!! ^^

[xiahniste.livejournal.com]

omg, i want the next chapter. what am i doing reading yunjae? oh yeah. i noticed there's gonna be yoosu. give me moreeeee

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

YOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSUYOOSU!

OH I'MMA GIVE YOU MORE DON'T WORRY LOL

[9095jj.livejournal.com]

LOL, This is so interesting :D

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

THANK YOUUUU! REALLY, THANK YOU! ♥♥♥♥

[marsheumallow.livejournal.com]

REALLY LOVING THIS SO FAR 8D

I feel bad for yoohwan though 8(

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

ME TOO. WHO KNOWS, JUNHO MIGHT POP OUT SOMEWHERE AND TAKE HIM AWAY FROM CHANGMIN LOLWHUT

[still-doll-15.livejournal.com]

late spot is late.


will be back..

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

/WAITS PATIENTLY

OH. SO THAT'S CHANGMIN. I THOUGHT IT WAS JUNNO

[pkan.livejournal.com]

ee always think HEAVEN makes than just one soulmate for all -same here feelike you tend to narrate sucha complicated relationship than the love rectangle !!?

*will they be perfectly happy without getting hurt*

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

IT'S NOT THAT COMPLICATED, REALLY. BUT I CAN'T ASSURE YOU HAPPINESS FOR THEM ALL. WELL, MAYBE

[yunjaelove246.livejournal.com]

It does make sense~~ :D This seems really interesting XD I can't wait to read the next chapter! :D

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

WELL THEN THANK YOU! ^^

[chloe1910.livejournal.com]

Wow, Yoohwan likes Changmin but Changmin likes Yoochun but Yoochun and Heechul are in love with each other. wow, complicated web of relationship and this is suppsoed to end with Yoochun/Junsu and Changmin/Heechul? But Heechul and Yoochun is already in a relationship for 2 years. It's amazing how they managed to keep it a secret.

I wonder who's the one that Jae likes. I know Yunho is always joking around Jae but I can't help but feel that Yunho might be dropping hints at Jae in his own way.

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

IT IS SOMEHOW COMPLICATED BUT NOT REALLY. THEY'RE GONNA BE FINE. LOL HOPEFULLY.

YUNHO..YUNHO IS..WELL..YEAAAAAAAAAAAAH. HE MAY BE OR HE MAY BE NOT.

[jaehee18.livejournal.com]

I think Yunho's gay for Jae ;_; and Jaejoong's perfect man is some classmate right ? ;_; he will be heartbroken ;_; and then SuperYunho will fly to him and fuck him . Ok, maybe they will not have sex ._.''' but they will end up together <3.
I'm really confussed ;_; in this part Yoochun is in love with Chul, Min with Yoochun, Yonhwa with Min .. Junsu is forever alone aaaand Jae has another man that is not Jung Yunho and Yunho likes 'women'. ;_; this is so confusing. I love it!
I really want to know how you'll make from YooChul - MinHwa - Junsu forever alone, Jaejoong-another man and Yunho-'women*cough*he'ssogay*cough*' :))) to YooSu, MinChul and YunJae ;_;

Update soon <3 !

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

HAHA YOU ARE CONFUSED. DON'T WORRY THOUGH, SWITCHING OF PARTNERS WILL HAPPEN SOON LOL

[mycheesycake.livejournal.com]

OHH I LIKE THIS. 8D
but when i was reading i was like, what. i thought the pairings were yunjae, yoosu and changmin/heechul. lol i thought the pairings were typos or they just got mixed up because it was different in the story. XD
hajiman, i read the comments so i understand now that yoochun and hee being in love and etc etc will change. kkk~

update soon ♥

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

YOU DO? WHY THANK YOU! ^^ AH, YES. SORRY FOR THE CONFUSION. LIKE I SAID, THERE WILL BE PARTNER SWITCHING SO YEAAAAAH. THANKS AGAIN!

[iscreamout.livejournal.com]

this is... triangle.. no... rectangle... no... this is polygon love?!!
I think I'm gonna make the love tree for this... haha

update soon hunn ^.~

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

THIS..IS, IN A WAY, A LITTLE BIT COMPLICATED THAN YOUR USUAL WEB OF LOVE. LOLOL

[08scorpio.livejournal.com]

it's nice....

waiting for the next chapter

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

WHY THANK YOU!!

[aahlll.livejournal.com]

the last part is so cute! <3 they are so going to end up together! i don't think yunho was joking when he said "i'm available." i can't wait for next chapter!

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

HE MIGHT OR HE MIGHT NOT BE ^^ LOL

[kazemomo.livejournal.com]

what a messed up yarn ball! with this person liking this person and that one likeing that, i'm seeing stars and swirls around my head.

if the pairing is yoosu and minhee, then yoohee broke up (after two yrs) and min still has no feelings for yoohwan. how did this all happen!?

i think that there was two people that had a onesided love for yoochun: changmin and junsu. they were on the same team. i could tell that jae liked yunho and yunho liked him back but they're faking in not liking each other cause they're afraid of rejection.

aaah! can't wait for the next part!

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

OH I AM SORRY FOR THE CONFUSION. I DIDN'T KNOW IT WOULD BE THIS CONFUSING.

WELL, YOU'LL GET TO KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN THE LATTER CHAPTERS.

I CAN'T REALLY SAY WHO LIKES WHO 'CAUSE WELL, IT'LL SPOIL THE FUN. LOL THANKS FOR READING!

[uw1m4.livejournal.com]

(O.o)
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(*.*)
kekeke

Jae not like Yunho? why he's "eww"ing?

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

HE LIKES YUNHO. BUT NOT LIKE LIKE. JAEJOONG JUST LIKES SOMEONE ELSE, NOT YUNHO. SADLY

[asuka2507.livejournal.com]

me likessss~ yoosuuuuuu soonnnnnn:)

[kingheechul.livejournal.com]

♥♥♥♥

[miszc.livejournal.com]

Owweee I missed thissss!~~ :((
Thank Goodness i checked on detox today or i would forever not reading this.

What a complicated relationship, I must say. haha. I just wonder who Jaejoong's mysterious crush is.. I adore YooHwan, even his appearance is unexpected!! :D I never tot he will proposed that too.. Waee Chul, YooChul is unexpected really.. I'm going to read the next and next next chappie! <3